Gr3yGhost's blog: "Poetry"

Walk in the warmth of my presence Feel the innocense Here not to decay Bathed in dirty blood day after day Lost within what I say Wollow in the fear of dissaray Blinded in what I see Father please watch over me Never found my own way A dead past molded by clay Cant stand this confusion Taking from me this solution Left with only desperation Down to the bowels of hells cration Screaming and reaching outward Twisted thoughts of reason obserd Swim to the shore of salvation Demons twist and writhe in damnation Trying to destroy every living soul Bring them to the bell that tolls Running through paralis lies As my tortured soul dies Nothing left in the skies Only darkness through its eyes Staring through my soul When can I know Pressure beyond my means Spiritual presence now clear Take my pain out of here Cast away every existance Betray me not death is persistant Clear all thats torturing me Help me see things I cannot see Guide me through it all please Tward the light and through me Cast out the evil within But forgive all my damned sin Life not to take heed in all But where your soul shall fall This is my prayer whats yours Just a grain of sand from dark shores Maybe not in the same way Stop take notice and pray Whispers of truth in decay Lies of darkness will prevail Dusty dry bones so frail All strength getting week now To your holyness I bow Living this hell day by day On your knees and pray Far past the time of turning back Its know or never stay on track Got to make it through this maze Been cheated by joy day after day So on bended knee I will pray To seek a presence higher Walk me through the fire That in my ways I will prosper Teach the truth and its gospel Is it out there for me to reach Through the annointed it shall be preached Wish I could resist these tradgedies But through guilt its hate on me So many ways to make this right In the name of Yahweh I cast out Through the blood of my life I will struggle through strife The pain showeth the way Invited in I kneel and pray Cannot see this dark silk web Nothing seems right just all dead Wanting to feel but death taints life Flirt with darkness I just might Search for whats lost in me Be the thing you would not be A thousand lies told a thousand times Give me the power to survive A journey to the plane of truth All devils I rebuke By the name of my higher power The taste of premature death empty and foul Hear the clock strike every hour Wheres my power Sickend taste in my mouth Cant spit it out My souls warn out I try to get away but it never works SHimmers of joy delt in spurts Not enough to sustain The presence of the sane Shelter me from black rain Excuse all my pain Be it as it may On my knees and pray To this mental genecide Shelter me from the dark side It was dead but know its alive Murder your darkest fears No more rivers of tears Make it I must through these years Into the sun I shall burn But through the moon it shall turn Guidence through the stars The firery hell of Mars Taketh away all these scars Heal me all the way This I do pray Lost words in the night I will stand and fight Demons of darkness out of sight Pushed back all I have Fight these battles to survive Something is better than nothing Nothing sure is something Whatever it may bring Through the agony of pain This is what Im saying Blackend thoughts of conflict stop playing The the wormhole of life it goes Crawling through sinful holes Raise your hands up with me And battle this entity Lots of things I need to say Down on my knees I pray Nightshadows2006 Copywrite LLP

Can you u taste the dead air that surrounds ur empty soul Find ur way through the darken path chose for you Twisting and writhing in doubt, did u know? The company of death laughs with you too. Leave me be with my web of shadows to weave Indulge in the finer of the black I have what your looking for not what you need Proceed forward with me no turning back Swimming through thick waters of blood For it has to be Tears, death and eternal flood Is it yet time for me? So don't be frightened please take my hand Through the bowels of this hell The sacred land Are u dead who can tell

To my baby whom I love and and adore So many nights we spent with each other So many nights I cant ignore These memories I cannot smother Looking for your gentle loving touch I get lost in my fears Sometimes thinking far to much Been waiting for this for to many years Dont know where you stand in all this Wondering what your doing when your gone Our relatoinship so many things I wish I've been waiting far to long Wishing your next to me I turn to see But your not always there If so I feel this wretched misery Wondering if you even care These feelings I feel could last a lifetime Tangling my soul with happiness Thinking of you till you make me shine Cannot contain this internal bliss So many nights I go to sleep with sorrow Haunting every timeless minute Wondering if you'll still be here tomarrow My heart so weak I wonder if your in it But in my heart I know where we stand Reshaping my torn soul Please extend your precious hand Take it and pull I wonder if I'm the one I wonder if your all done I wonder if we'll see a new day I wonder what you'll say I wonder............................. Nightshadows2006 Copywrite LLP To my Baby Lakesha......I wonder if you'll like it!

How did I feel before I felt this trying to sooth sorrow Tell myself its all different this bliss Wondering what I might feel tomarrow Caught in this emotional war Must win the battle within How many I'm sorrys thus far Use my fasad I've been given Break free from my desires every day Expose myself in a different form These schales of love must weigh From my black web I'm torn Searching for the right words to speak I utter something, something weak Trust in you I seeked Warm currents of pain enter in Baptized in the tears of yesterday Cut me open, rip my skin One more night is all I'll say Desire now clouding my judgement My soul is tatooed with thoughts of you Tripped again a glutten for punishment Never thought my color was blue Paint me a portrait, let it soak An emotional brush Blood paint and tears in every stroke Time to forget Let the spiders creep Suffering tangled webs of regret Fangs of numbness sink deep Cacooned and saved for later This pain I will savor To me I dont understand What it was Baby Surely not planned One more night with you I ask To have closure at last Your firery red hair through my fingers Our happiness still lingers Something in your soul Lets me know That theres no comming back So one more night I ask.................. Nightshadows2006 Copywrite LLP

Down to the bowels of this earth There you shall reighn with the swine Antichrists Mother giving birth Fore ever in time Follow not with your heart But with your soul For time of power has come Drink of you fill me full Oh, where are you Morning Star Lurking in the shadows Where is Hell tell me how far Your name so hallowed Where is your mark Under this blood red moon The time is near So very soon With your blood soaked wings of sorrow What of this reighn in blood Clean me out so hollow Ride upon the sinners fear The Gates of Hatties drawing near Make preperations for the end Come take the Mark Writhe with me my damned freind Night Shadows LLP Copywrite 2006

I was lost in this unforgiving world so bad Walking through it blindly not knowing what I had Wishing there was something better for me Not knowing what fate had in store, am I free Then you came along and swept me off my feet A beautiful girl so caring so sweet Now I can see clearly once again My future with u will never end The way you hold me at night oh so tight Makes everything thats bad now seem right You got ahold of my heart dont ever let go In time my Angel our love will grow The fear of my heart being ripped from my soul Throught the trenches of sorrow nice and slow So please my Baby Angel dont hurt me so I'll do anything possible to let our love overflow You make me feel happy in everthing you do I'll always be there to help you through When your away I miss you so much The way you say baby, baby makes me lose touch Your soul was sent to me from the heavens above Sent to sooth my heart with unconditional love Dont know why or what you see in me But whatever it is dont stop please Our souls will unite in a sea of bliss Alls I seek is your gentle loving kiss So my Angel take my hand and hold on tight Melt into me I'll make everthing all right The one thing that really matters alot Is not what we've lost but what we got What we have is something so sweet In my heart I will always keep Your heart right next to mine Forever with me till the end of time................... Nightshadows2006 Copywrite LLP

I awake in the coldest of sweats I look around all I see is eternal black To get out of this bottomless hole I fret Darkened fears of a spiritual attack Try to slither my way through deaths threshold But it never becomes Now thinking of what it beholds Feeling my soul leave, body so numb Shooting agony from my hell up Afraid of who or what I become Am I dead to you , insane or what? These incomplete reasonings Come and get some Now these deselate feelings of nothing Fills my twisted , torched soul Waiting for fate or something Wheres my Angel let me know Now out of earth in this wicked place I drrop to my knees Looking for that spiritual embrace I cry with fear to my God, please Tell me what I have done and I will certainly except Has this time of judgement begun So many questions inside I have kept Let me know my Angel if theres still time Keep me with you , dont leave me so For now I see this Grace is mine Tell me how far to the gates, let me know Oh God, where is the Angel assigned to me Let the things that should not be How far will this damnation go My God have you forsaken my soul Where's my angel tell me so.................

You are the one that got lost in the web The torments you went through tatooed in your head The relentless Demons had you by the hand Taking away everything for wich you stand Some how you crawled out of the darkend mists You took your Demons and cast them to the abyss They tried to posess every dream and hope and consume them with fire But not the one thing your soul truely desired The passion from being free from all that lurks And changing every tormented feeling that surely hurts Being able to stand and fight is your testimony To be one with your Higher Power, Blessed only Now every lurking Demon shall see Your salvation payed on that hill, Blessed Be! To take back swiftly that what was lost To be rejoicing in harmony at any cost So now you look at the beautiful night sky Not questioning your life, not asking why For the rugged journey was distant and rough Walked with bloody feet the path was painfuly tuff So now you have your heart in its whole The wicked path you once walked, let it go Never again will you take for granted what was dear and close The unconditional love from family you need the most There the ones that make it possible to open your wings and fly So many guilty feelings inside, you break down and cry All these twisted emotions please untangle me The One who guided me back home, Blessed Be! For they were the guiding light at the end They will support your every need my shattered freind Take your book of sorrows and look to the Power thats Higher Rip every page out one by one and let them smolder in the fire For this is you and your not to be mistaken Every thought of temptation is now forsaken Thankful to all that are close and dear to me Good fortune and tidings, Blessed Be!........................ For a freind thats been down that lonely dark path and managed by the grace of her Higher Power to overcome her tragedy. For as long as you live may you be free. To my freind HeavyMetalChick, Blessed Be!.... May many blessings be showered upon you Paul Night Shadows LLPCopywrite2006

I With all my infinite wisdom why am I here Pain drenching feelings bring to my eyes tears What with this sorrow Ive found Driving hate with my fists pound To keep it all hidden is a sin Let my heart pour out upon this grim To find my desolate way home Always and forever I Stand Alone No one to cry upon with my fears Lost in this world for to many years To find someone to share my burdens of life Constantly burried in this fight My body aches now to the bone Always and forever I Stand Alone This battle's not lost but still pending My tattered soul twisting and bending I walk the weary road of despair Hoping to find the answers out there In desperate need of devine grace I look at my souls shadowed place So here I sit on my defeated throne Always and forever I Stand Alone Night Shadows LLP 2006

Trapped in two plains at once a tuff spot to be, not a choice just came to be. My soul is ripped in two, dont know what to do. So I cary this inside, my feelings I cant hide. Not another choice upon me, blinded by two loves let me be. Wish I could have both at differnt times,Two senteces but in the same line. I must choose one and go, I love the other dearly, I'll let her know...............Night Shadows LLP Copywrite 2006