What will It Be?
She sat in the warm bed ,They had shard the last couple of days together for just a instant she caught her heart as she watched him get up to dress.
He with the lines and warmth that she craved and could not get enough of and never would. She watched as he zipped his Jeans and slipped his shirt over his head, hair still mused from the fingers that ran threw it, and his face had the sign of a day or was it two stubble on it, she wasn't quite sure any more.
She didn't want to think of that now , her only thought was she lost him today and she didn't know what to do or say.
He was so angry at her and she tried to understand his pain yet deal with her own, She choose to be with him although all logic and reason was thrown out the window when she made it She tried to explain it to him How she would swallow her doubt and shame and just be with him , but he took it as her just passing it off and not letting him care for what she was dealing with and the words that he told her still were a slap to her as cold and quick like he told her he could be. She never thought she would experience that side , but she guess wrong in that manner. Now the room they shared was cold and a wall now stood between them , that she guess was her fault.......... How sad this situation is she thought as tears ran down her face she would give anything to be able to say she was sorry for it all .
She wasn't over the situation not by a long shot and she told him she knew what she had to do to have him in her life so she would do it , He didn't seem to hear that. Was it his way , to be cold to her so she would leave tell him go bye is that what he wanted ? She was afraid to ask him for the answer she wasn't ready for . She will never say that to him . she looks at him now as he sits at the edge of the bed , she puts her hand out to him, Will he take it in his or will it remain empty?
By
Jane
