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Pink You And Your Hand Lyrics Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Check it out Going out On the late night Looking tight Feeling nice It's a cock fight I can tell I just know That it's going down Tonight At the door we don't wait 'cause we know them At the bar six shots just beginning That's when dickhead put his hands on me But you see I'm not here for your entertainment You don't really wanna mess with me tonight Just stop and take a second I was fine before you walked into my life Cause you know it's over Before it began Keep your drink, just gimme the money It's just you and your hand tonight Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Midnight I'm drunk I don't give a fuck Wanna dance By myself Guess you're outta luck Don't touch Back up I'm not the one by-bye Listen up, it's just not happening You can say what you want to your boyfriends Just let me have my fun tonight-aight I'm not here for your entertainment You don't really wanna mess with me tonight Just stop and take a second I was fine before you walked into my life Cause you know it's over Before it began Keep your drink, just gimme the money It's just you and your hand tonight Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Break break break break Break it down In the corner with your boys you bet up five bucks To get at the girl that just walked in but she thinks you suck We didn't get all dressed up just for you to see So quit spilling your drinks on me yeah You know who you are High five and talkin' shit, but you're going home alone arentcha? 'Cause I'm not here for your entertainment (No) You don't really want to mess with me tonight Just stop and take a second (Just stop and take a second) I was fine before you walked into my life Cause you know it's over (Know it's over) Before it began Keep your dream just give me the money It's just you and your hand tonight (It's just you and your hand) I'm not here for your entertainment (No no no) You don't really want to mess with me tonight Just stop and take a second (Just take a second) I was fine before you walked into my life Cause you know it's over Before it began Keep your dream just gimme the money It's just you and your hand tonight

TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY! Sorry I have been away! Have had some problems with my computer ! I am back now THANK THE GODDS! Hope to hear from you all soon! BLESSINGS JANE

A Long Time He pulls her close and whispers in her ear, Do you want me ? She catches her breath and smiles yet doesn't say a word he pulls back and looks at her . He asks her once again, Do you want me? She looks him in the eyes and smiles again...Yes my love always. She holds his hand in hers and raises it and kisses his fingers...How strong his hands are yet so gentle in hers she thinks. He bends down and kisses her cheek. A single tear falls down from her blue eyes and he catches it before it rolled away. Why the tears my love he asks? Are you not happy? Have I done something wrong? No My love she answers, I am just so happy to be with you , It has been forever , love don't you worry about me ,it is a simple situation love and I am with you , now right now! That is all I will think about...Yes I want you I always have and always will! He smiles at her but still has a feeling she isn't telling the whole story ...What is it about her that touches his heart? They walk to the middle of the ball room floor the candles are burning and most of the others have gone to their rooms to retire for the night He pulls her into his arms and they glide to the soft music of the night. Softly turning and turning round and round she feels like she is dancing in air and smiles if she wanted that she could make them she knows without a doubt, but such matters are left for other time another place. This time is short and she wont waste a second of it in silly little games of the mind. He is too important , He is here and he wants her ! What a feeling He is to handsome and such a man! She loved him from the moment he said hello she has wanted him Now tonight under candle light and music she dances with him . He smiles at her and she takes his hands and stops the dance, Take me to my room , Take me and make me yours forever! Do you know what you are asking love ? Yes she smiles and looks him in the eyes! yes I know what I ask of you , the only other question is will you do it? Oh love, he laughs and kisses her full on the lips with a quick smack Oh you are a tease and I love it. But this is not a teasing she says, and bites him on his shoulder...."Don't love!" you do not understand all this.... I understand more then you think I do she says....Take me where it is private and I will show you I understand Upstairs then love, I will fallow your lead love.... He takes her hand as he closes the door to her room The moon light and a glow of a half candle light the room. She runs her fingers down his back and holds him from behind. he turns to her . Are you ready he asks ? She she smiles he kisses her and again asks, ARE you sure? She puts her hands in his ...Yes my love, I have wanted this for so long now.....Once its done its done no going back ...I understand love I want you I want to be with you ..Forever love ....forever! He bends down and moans her name and bites down on her exposed neck ....she feels the pain mixed with a heat and feeling like she has ever known...she falls into his arms and he places her on the bed there he watches the transformation take place and his emotions are there raw for her not to see. Oh help me I don't want to do this I can't I must leave her I will not turn her I love her to much ...But I need her I love her Oh help me oh hell help me and forgive me and bites the finial time to bring her over....... She awakes to find him laying by her side .....the sun shining threw their window..She reaches to her neck and only feels skin and looks at her reflection in the mirror on the headboard of their bed .....Man what a dream ! ah man ! She gently kisses him to a wakefulness , Love , I am going to love you now , ready for me ? as she bites his neck he smiles oh yea! baby I have been waiting a long time love! By Jane

A BRIEF MEASURE IN TIME Night whispers your name with mine. Heat, summer ,the rain and time. All a mixture to dance upon the the skin. As mends and blends and scents arises. Moans, sighs, and laughter shared for a brief measure in time. Your face, your taste,I will remember as mine. For a brief measure in time JUST FOR TODAY Just for today I wish you could understand how I feel Just for today I wish we could stop and look at each other and know how lucky we were to have each other Just for today I wish I could have told you How much I loved you , just one more time, to have you believe me Just for today I wish ,you would have loved me enough not to hurt me with words Just for today I wish I could go back in time and erase all the hurt Just for today I wish I could reach out and touch you Just for today the silence is the only sound ,letting it seep into myself making me numb Just for today the tears fall silently down my face and I wont wipe them away Just for today .....I want to stop the hurt..... What I want ,What I am I spend most of my time inside the vast complex thinking of my mind I like to play in there when I am lonely, sad, or bored There is no time, only my life as it was, can be, and is. I tend to like to stay in here to pass my days and if I do stay to long I do tend to find myself disappearing somewhere sometimes I don't like to be Most of the time I am create and fun, but sometimes the darkness comes and I am reminded that I have this other side that loves to play, and be, and have! How wicked I can be ! I grin and know I am just like everyone else , but the wicked part in me is what I crave what I want what I am! Tomorrows If tomorrow we had to say goodbye kiss me today and hold me and don't let the day go by with out saying you love me If tomorrow we woke up and never had the memory of us, would the goddess have the heart to have us meet again in another place? My heart would remember I know it would, I know the spirit would and soul knows soul as it has proven time and again Love I have loved you for so long. You're my future as well as my past I only want the here and now With all that is said and done You are the only one I want and Love Sunrise or Sunsets Sunrises - The day begins an new one to see what will become Full of happiness or tears Full of promise or fears You deal with all you have to do The choices are always up to you You do all that you can And sit and ponder a new plan As to what is in store If you can take anymore The sun sets and you sit and watch the colors fade Like the day it slips away What was your day likes Happiness or tears? Promises or fears? What did you make of your day Sunrise or sunsets THE GLOW OF LOVE In the darkness I reach out for you and touch your skin. Smooth and warm and always there. You smile in your sleep and I trace your lips with a finger tip as you roll to your back and the moon light shines on it. You are in the glow of the moon and I am so in love just looking at you , watching you sleep . Your mine and a warm smile plays on my lips I wrap my arms and legs around you and you sigh as you awake to find me straddling your hips looking down at your face I kiss you. And know that I have the effect I was wanting from you! Passions ride the night as we love each other again and again Knowing that time is short and day will come We have this time and we do not waste a min. Love, sighs kisses moans ,screams of passions only we share. I kiss you once more as we lay satisfied in the glow of love. Who Knows Lost so lost without , standing in the rain listing to the sounds of nothing. Feeling numb and no one to understand the pain Feeling lost and no where that I belong waiting for something to work out my way. Its a wait and see situation and only time will tell and show its true face .I do not know if I have the time to wait and see nor do I know if I want the answer. Who knows?

She Lost! Night fell and she stood at the window waiting for the lights of a bike that would not be there , but watched anyway. praying silently to herself that maybe tonight he would come. It had been over with only a few months but it felt as though it was continuing to happen..She had to say goodbye and it killed her alittle bit with each passing moment. She had known not to be drawn in to his charms, but god help her she couldn't stop herself, she saw him and wanted him and didn't want to stop and think about the consequences. He told her from the beginning that he was with someone, someone he loved , Who gave him everything .She stopped and the tears still rolled down her cheek, she absently rubbed them away and slowly lowered the drapes and sat in the darken room and thought about him. Now her heart is closed and no longer the feelings of loving another . That is not going to happen. The love she had for him will burn inside her forever for she promised him that ....Maybe one day , she thinks and stops herself...No thinking of Tomorrow, for we are never promised tomorrow and yesterday are gone. He is forever a presents around her and for a moment she remembers and a sad smile comes to her face she whispers his name and the tears return and there she lays down She takes her mind to a far away place where bright lights and air rush past her in a blur where she sits behind the man she loves on a bike moving threw the city feeling safe and secure behind her love. He slips from her hand only because she didn't want to see the facts....now night alone she awakes alone forever knowing ....She Lost! By Jane

FOREVER She walked into the room and he sensed her...He new the moment she did. She greeted all who were there with a quick smile yet ,kept a eye on him ...The business at hand was to meet and greet and she did so reluctantly... More and more of the time was flying by and still she was so distant from him , but she knew , he knew she was watching him, He felt her , knew she wanted him...And that wicked grin showed threw Night was filled with voices of a million , but all she could hear was one , one voice out of many He Is a complex man, but she loves a challenge so she smiles and bids her time soon she will have him and then all will be right with in her world. Midnight and all are on there way to other places other things to do..She bids them all farewell and slides the doors to the hall closed and dims the light candles glow in the scones on the wall...She walks to the Terrence doors and steeps outside to smell the gardens full in bloom the Rose they are her favorites... He steeps from the shadows towards her with that smile she has grown to love....Good evening my love , She smiles and holds out her hand, he takes it in his and kisses it Good evening. She looks him in his eyes as they capture the stars in them and Touches his hair . He kisses her wrist and smells the perfume she wears his favorite ....she always smells of Lavender ...My love tonight I will ask you once again , be with me tonight?She smiles ...Yes she answers and walks back into her rooms. Together once more in the night. Where she always wants to be with him.He takes her hand and leads her to the four poster bed and gentle unzip her dress and it softly falls to the floor he exhales slowly as she turns towards him wearing only her garters and stockings and black lace bra...He kisses her ear and softly says thank you ...for what she whispers back and he just smiles....She lowers the zipper of his pants and they fall to the floor without a sound...she smiles in return she loves the way he looks and enjoys his body....both needing to be together kiss softly at first but the need is there and both know time is growing short....He seizes her in his arms and lays her on the bed biting and licking and the passion ever the present now. Love me she cry's out now ! Now love for the time is short and I want to remember ,Please , He enters her swift and hard sweat on sweat hot rushing heat ...poor unto each other for each other rolling biting screams and moans all for each other as the hour struck dawn he had to go....She walked him to the door and they held on to each other a moment or two more. A tear rolled down her cheek and he wiped it with a finger...Don't cry my love we knew the time would be short ...Kiss me now and know I love you always , always she repeated....As he drove away she cursed the faiths and knew that she would die seeing his face and loved him now forever By Jane

Remember and Know Swallow your pride You Know what you did was wrong Even though it wasn't as bad as things you had done before Age has made you wiser And even though you feel alone There is a love standing with you Pulling for you. Even though You can't see him he's there In the corners in your mind Look and find him in your heart Giving encouragement when you need it most you have to go back and correct a wrong Don't think of it as a loss Remember its only a few more weeks Keep your head held high and your goal in sight Home is not to far away And although this time and space for which your in , you can not stay Things change we move on and grow That's what you need to remember and Know! By Jane

For You My Love! The blood rushes threw my veins I see it, feel it, smell it. Like yourself, seeing threw your eyes I am flesh I am blood I do love I love only you I want only you Do you fully understand my love? Know that when I say this I don't say it lightly I give to you my heart I take yours as it was given to me with love I will take loving care with it and treat it with love If ever I should hurt it or break it I will surly be no more There wound not be any life left for me I couldn't bare to see you hurt, or cry Though you said you never would ,I am sure you could, and I won't be the one to shed them ever Come Lay with me in Dreams I will be here when you need When you dream When you reach out I want to be the one you feel Feel that love that is in your eyes every time you look my way Your soul touched mine along time ago soul recognized soul All it took was one hello There is nothing more powerful then and open and accepting heart and my love you have shown me that over and over We are together, forever never ever doubt it my love and we are so blessed! Remember and Know By Jane

In Our Hearts Walking threw the fog The wind rushes by and the rain falls I do not feel the cold nor the wind or rain I have only one thought as I walk YOU Your smile is what I seek Your love keeps me warm I would walk miles just to see you I walk to see you and find you waiting ! Smiling that smile which shows threw your eyes Your soul speaks to mine as always it has We are together at last Love me now and forget the rest Tomorrow will be here soon enough Take me now where fog encloses us No one is near to see Make love to me here and now as I need to feel you where only you can touch me Where only I want you! Where only I crave you to be I am yours, You are mine Right now Today, and always in our hearts By Jane

Standing In The Sleet and Rain Standing in the sleet and rain Digging into my soul to find the right words I need you to understand Just How much I love you I don't know how much more I can do to prove to you I understand you and the situation we find yourself in But my love refuses to see any other soul And I feel lonesome even when I am near you! And I don't feel right when your so far away So What do we do? The words I write to you I mean with all that I am I know yours do as well So I stand in the sleet and rain, digging into my soul, Finding some words to let you know I love you so Don't go away for I don't know what else to do I know I am a moody woman and want you for myself selfish and bitchy and so in love . I never thought I was a competive person I guess I have been proving myself wrong I want to fight for you but I feel that I really am not fighting at all You have never giving me that Its that one thing you can't give Its only the one thing I want I am cold in the rain So what should I do ? I would follow you, If you asked me too I would do anything you asked of me for that is how much I love you! So here I stand in the sleet and rain Digging into my soul to find something to say By Jane