Anymore it seems I have fucked up everything that maybe somewhat good in my life.Like tonight,talkin to a friend,I said something and apparently they didn't like it and hung up on me.and wouldn't answer when i called back.But it is something that I should be used to,by now.People tell you they want to hang out,and when you ask them to hang out,you get I dont know when.or they ignore you completely.I just wish for once that when I think I have something good in my life.I just wished it would stay like that.I am starting to wonderin what the fuck is wrong with me.Maybe it's just me.Hell I dont know I wish I knew.
