you know its funny how when you get to looking back on things that were said,you sometimes dont realize that its actually been a long time.But I have come to the realization that sometimes I am better off to myself.bc people lie anymore and it gets old.Only good thing that I have in my life is my son.Tired of promises of shit that never happens,tired of hearing the same old shit but just a different day.Tired of having the feeling of being used or blamed for something that you have no control over.What happened to a handshake meaning more then someone's word or when a promise was kept and not broke.What happened to those days when things seemed a little better then they are now?Maybe thats asking to much anymore.Whether people read my blogs or not is fine by me,bc I dont care about someone's opinion,like the old sayin goes opinions are like assholes everyone has one,like it or not.Just some know how to take someone's else's words and let it not bother them.Funny how life can throw you a curve ball and expect you try and catch it with the greatest of ease.Not so easy.Specially with things you know.Sucks that people can't be who or what they say they are.My opinion,my blog.Dont like it dont waste your time reading it if you feel that its about you,don't flatter yourself.Thats when people's feeling get in the way and get hurt.