So I met this beautiful lady on myspace about 7 months ago... we hit it off from the start... laughin & jokin till the wee hours of the morning every night... Talked and shared everything about ourselves... good and bad.. past and future. we share alot of the same goals.. we share the same type of personality both very loving affectionate and giving people.
Now there were a few bumps in the road, but nothing that couldnt be overcome.
Well we finally go to meet on Sunday and i was nothing less then amazing... everything was 1000% better then I could have even imagined.
I know how i feel and I think she feels the same way as well... but how can you really know 100%
I wrote this last night.. with no other reason other then I cant get her out of my head.. she is all I think about...
I am just curious... am I overdoing it? am I thinking to much?
You tell me.... here is what I wrote....
So its been a few days since I have seen her and I cant get her out of my mind and all I want to do is spend time with her. The way she makes me feel is incredible. There is an emptiness inside that can only be filled by her. What I would give to just see her again… gawd I miss that smile… that look in her eyes and the amazing smile that she has… it lights up even the darkest of rooms.
She has the cutest laugh… and her voice… It is like music to my ears. Her touch is out of this world! I have never felt anything like it before… the energy that I felt the day I held her hand for the first time… is unexplainable… all I know is that I never wanted to let go! It felt so good, so right… please God tell me I am not dreaming… tell me this is for real! Tell me that she feels the same as I have felt for quite some time now.
I am scared. Do I really want to know the future of this? Is there any future in this? I don’t know. My hopes are up but that is still left to be told. And I think that is what scares me the most! The unknown. Even though the seven months of waiting was trying at times… all that was forgotten the day I got to lay my eyes on her for the very first time. In those seven months it gave us time to really get to know each other, not on a physical side but a mental and emotional side. We share pretty much everything with each other, good times and bad, our dreams and our goals. I know there is so much more to learn about each other and that is what I look forward to as well as making many memories.
God, Tell me what to do. This girl really means a lot to me! Just tell me how NOT to fuck it up!! Please???
