Miss Boop's blog: "What I think about things..."

I am an old veteran here if no one has noticed, been on the site over seven years. Well then why is your rank so low you ask. First.. Ranking was never a real important thing to me. And second I did pop in and out for a couple years. When I first came here I met a lot of really cool people, we talked hung out chatted in the lounges acted stupid, wrote things some of which were amazing and shared some really wonderful graphic art and pictures. Now... I camde back and been back for a bit and the site is just sex and popularity. No one really talks to one another. Mosst the really cool people are gone. Sorry if I offend you but hey.. Just because you're rank 60 somehting and populer does not make you cool. Just saying.. I see a lot of running aroud  gaining points and colaetoing people for what? to what end? What does it really do for you? 

Kinda makes me wonder why I've stayed... Truth... I met someone here. Someone wonderful.  I don't think he really sees it. Life tends to beat us down until we don't see ourselves in the right light anymore. He sent my head spinning in a manner that's never happened before. And before I knew it, before I could put words to it, I was falling in love... Scared the ever loving shit out of me, but the feeling could not be denied, we talked more then I've ever talked to anyone in years, about everything, anything.. And when he smiles at me it just lights me up inside. I have never quit felt like that before. And nev er in a million years thought I would meat someone on the net like this, let alone Fubar of all places.

So here I am.. In this strange place trying to figure out where I fit and what to do with myself. Andy of you cool people out there that dont really care about the rat race want to hand share ideas and become friends hit me up.. I miss the old days and would like to see them return evenif jsut in some small way. 

Peace, Blessings... Miss Boop...