i was having a good night on the phone with someone, then tried sleeping that didnt work, i got back on here read a few messages from someone and talked for a bit and got nowhere there, everything i said was like dropping a droplet of oil in water. then at the end of it was like putting a flame to it...take that as you please..many many ways it can go, my brain is toast right now my appendix feels as if its bursting, blood pressure is up there...i really dont know what to do i want to walk away so bad...and i am starting to feel a connection in other places. so just fuck me with utter confusion and all the attention i have been getting i dont mind it at all i just dont know how to take it sometimes.
