~ Same As It Ever Was ~
I took a 2 month break from here after deciding that this place was becoming too much a part of my life....my real life. There were a few on here that decided they knew exactly who I was and what I was just by looking at my photos or reading my blogs, but never venturing to ask me what I was really like. We have all been there, there are those that are happy to see us, those jealous of our presence, and those that just are in it for themselves and what they can glean out of you. It was a nice break. I come back to see that it still is what it is. And that many here seek the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, relationship wise but do not take the time to look at what they offer. I am here for friends...always have been. Some are closer than others but that is because they have showed no malice and have not abused my trust. I had refrained in the past from leaving comments and even gifts because of not wanting to hurt anyone else's feelings and because of shit said to me when I left certain gifts to certain people. I now choose to write as I please, leave comments or not as I please and spend the hell out of the fubucks I have as I please and not listen to those that take this wrong. I want friends....not detracters...not enemies and not jealous bitches. If you want to know who I am then spend time talking with me. I have missed a few on here and actually come back because of that.....but it no longer holds the same hold and interest on me as it did in the past. I can now do with or without fubar with no worries or problems. Like me or not.....I chose to be me on here now. You have my loyalty as a friend, you have my trust, but if you mess that up then it's on you. There are some on here who have done that and those are no longer in my interest to interact with. Come one, come all or come none at all......I'm back.
Peace.
