who the hell invented waitressing anyways? it's a crock. like today and several other days, i bust my ass make sure their meals are okay give them something free then the person stiffs you by either not leaving a tip or this lady today leaves me 85 cents. what the hell am i going to buy with that? do people not realize that down here at leaste don't know about other states but i get paid 2.75 an hr plus tips which doesn't get me anywhere! shit i came here to kansas not by choice i was homeless and only one person in my life would help me. my fam doesn't give a shit about me since my mom died. not even my dad. hell i called him and told me he didn't have room for me. i was like not even on the couch, now here's the situtaion on that. My dad married my step mom one year, 3 months and 28 days after my mom died. in fact got married on my mom's birthday! well his step son can live there but i cant? do you know how crappy that makes me feel? he's trying to get me to leave his life completly, i could be then i'd have no one and might as well not! oh well all i know is that it's made me a VERY strong person and i'm very independant person! i dont need anyone to take care of me i can take care of myself and have done so for the past 3 years. anyways there's some more about lil ol me!
