well it freakin started again. i'm sure i've said something to the fact that i have chronic pelvic pain in other blogs. for the record i'm not writing this so everyone in the world can see my problems, it's kind of my diary. anyways my pain started yesterday and it sucks! it's a good think i don't have to work till monday lol. I hope i can get into the doctor soon! i'm gonna need some kind of pain meds if i'm gonna be able to work. seems to always help if i can have some sort of pain pill. i was scared when they put me on vicadin and then they put me on loratab's. i'm scared that i could get addicted to them so who knows guess we'll see huh?