Some say it is a good idea to write down what is bothering you in hopes that it will make you feel better, so here I go:
The last few weeks has been pretty hard emotionally. I have past relationships that seem to be coming around again and it kind of hurts. There was this one guy I met off of here and he seemed like a great guy. We met spent a couple of days together hanging out, nothing more. Seemed there might of been a connection there and a week after we were talking then all of a sudden he disappeared and I figured he was avoiding me and to find out he is fu-married to someone. Ouch that hurt!
Well I took him out of my friends, family, and yahoo and figured if he was not man enough to tell me "hey i met someone else", then why should I keep him as a friend?
That was about 6 weeks ago I guess and then his fu wife happened to go into my profile and rate me and then messaged me saying it was an accident. I talked to her and wow she was a great girl. I am happy for him but I dont understand why he kept me in his family if he was avoiding me.
I wrote him an email and basically told him out of respect for me that he needed to take me off of his family so this accident does not occur again. I was over the situation and everything was going better but when she messaged me wow all the mixed feelings came back and it hurt. Seems I am just getting hurt left and right by those that I once cared about. I try not to let things bother me but I have had enough.
