First off if you want to yahoo with me just ask I might give you my id. If i do dont tell me your falling in love with me five minutes later. I know I am not that loveable. Dont tell me you need me to send you money so you can trust me. I am not as stupid as i look and wont buy that sh*t. I wont be part of some scam where you send me a cheak and i wire you cash. I do nice things for people on occasion and dont expect anything in return. If you want to do nice things back you can but I dont expect it nor am I ofended if you dont. I do shower some with the silly gifts on here and that is just in hopes that it may make someones day a little more cheerfull. Now that being said I truely hope everyone has an beautiful day. Now more about me.

I am a 36 year old single father. I am a concrete finisher by trade . Some of my interests are reading, drawing, fishing, camping, and hiking. I am originally from Colorado but have lived in Arizona Utah California snd now Nevada.(vegas baby). I am divorced and my ex-wife ( may she find happiness) isn’t much a part of my daughter and I lives . Not to tell any of her story but she is property of the state of Colorado. My daughter is 14 and in some trouble of her own and currently in a treatment center . Hopefully she will be home soon. I am a bit lonely but I am okay with that. I am here to have fun this is just a way to meet some new people. I am not here to get laid or hook up. Though I am single doesn’t mean I think I am going to find the love of my life on fubar. I believe that we should still treat each other with respect. Now I don’t think I am perfect. I am human and make mistakes. I am still selfish and self centered though I am working on these character defects on a daily basis. I believe that the root of all my problems is me. I am not a victim . I have been through things in life that sucked , but so does everyone else. I am not unique in any way. Being unique almost killed me. I believe that it is just sometimes our turn to have good times and bad. We don’t always get to choose. I believe my purpose in life is to be good to other people and be of some use to others. I believe in god but don’t think I have a right to judge anyone by there belief or lack of which ever the case may be. I believe in a relation ship with god and people but not in religion . Now of the few readers that even read profiles I bet there are even fewer still reading this but that’s okay. Since it is true to me that God uses people to come through to me I see that keeping people at a distance I keep God at a distance. I experience him by loving people and allowing them to love me. Even people that believe differently than me. I can not judge people because I am not above judgment myself . I cannot love or be loved if I let my secrets get in the way. I have to be honest and open-minded. It is the side of myself that I refuse to look at that rules me. I must be willing to look at my faults in order to heal my mind and heart because that is the road to freedom. I must walk into darkness to find the light and to walk into fear to find peace. By revealing myself I can rid myself of guilt. I can change my thinking, by altering my thinking I can change myself. My thoughts create my future. What I will be tomorrow is determined by what I think today. If I am not willing to reach out to my brothers and sisters then I can not walk in the sunlight of the spirit.
Now all that being said I still make mistakes and don’t always treat people like I want to be treated . I do have to work on it daily because like I said I am still selfish and self centered. If I am some one you would like to get to know you can shout box me & message me ant time.