What more could that title mean? What more could I hope by even caring? This blog is the only outlet I have to rant sooo rant I shall...any spelling or grammer mistakes are due to me and those that have issues with it .... oh f*ck off! LOL! Some time you got to laugh instead of cry....
I am so sick of being used for who I am what I am. My screen name needs to change for good because I am not feeling much like an angel at this point and really I could give a shit less. Speaking in that sense my damn wings are burnt so far down that there are feathers left! I have no more in me to protect those that I love or that need me.
Every time I turn around someone is needy for me...WTF? These same people cant seem to get their crap straight and I just cannot keep going. and there are those out there that wonder why I am/want to go into the Coast Guard? Least there I know I am doing something positive!!!
Lets get real people...there are those out there that are a drain and they won't take care of themselves or anything. I am so sick of picking up pieces! Who is there when I need to be protected? It's the same damn people that are draining me...daily! I can't even get me going and then it starts to drag me down. Up and down I go like a f*ckin yoyo...I can't deal with this much longer! I so can't wait to get to Florida where I know I am protected and cared for!
OMG I sound like such a bitch here and really I am not. I am patient, kind, laid back, and always the calm and positive person. Guess it's all catching up with me. SO, I hope not to lose the few great and wonderful friends I have on here. but hell, I have to get this out.
People you want a few pieces of advice when you think you have it so bad....
1) Someone always has to worse than you do. Look around and feel for others once in awhile.
2) Be thankful for what you do have...least you have it.
3)Open your heart, mind, and feeling for other that may need you.
4) Give back to those around you ...and that means all society because we all live around eachother.
5)When things around you are at the worst...breath, look at the world around you, look at the sky, water, feel the wind on your face.
6)Stop thinking and act...stop feeling down and sorry for yourself & do something. When your head doesn't have the answers, go with your heart.
7)Once you make a decision, stay with it. Stop changing who you are or what you think just because of others around you.
8)Remember if you can't fix it today...you won't fix it tomorrow...relax & know that sometimes you have to move with life & not against it.
9)Know that no matter how bad things are today...you will get another chance tomorrow to make it right and do numbers 1-8.
10)Don't expect others to fix what you can't or won't. See numbers 1-10.
***We all have problems and issues, some of us more than others, but just because you think your issues are worse than someone else's...stop look around and see where YOU can help because sooner or later if you ask, ask and ask...people will get tired of carrying you or covering you with their wings...**need more help? look up -nothing- in the dictionary and go from there.**
Jessica
AKA: DarK ShaDoW AnGeL
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---Update for a few things...this is about no one on CT...the people I know on here are so wonderful. This is about people in my real time life. thank you all for the comments and pls share this blog with all your friends and family so that we can share these thoughts!---
