Ok well I got sick yep and not feeling too damn good.. But I will be ok.. Right now my grandma is out of town and she will be back this weekend.. Well I do miss and she needs to get a way with the stress that she is going through.. Well I need to get away from this damn stress and it is driving me nuts.. I am always getting yelled at and people running their mouth about and I can't stand it.. My life is always in hell and always will be.. I don't know what I am goin to do right now but I have think about it what happens to my grandma when she dies and so on, where am i going to go.. It is really hard to think like that you know what I mean.. I don't know if any family member won't take me in, I will live with my mom..
Reason why is I don't trust her never will in my damn life.. She lies alot about a bunch of shit that is not true.. I don't want to live with her.. because she will take control of my life.. Hell I am 24 years old almost 25 years old and I want to start taking control of my own life.. Learn my damn mistakes.. Yes it is ok to make a couple of mistakes in your life.. but this is me and me only.. I want to move away from Tennessee and Ohio and live some where, where I like the most.. I hope later this year I could fine that right guy but it is really damn hard to fine that person.. Well Give you all the news on me when I can ok..
Virgo24
