OK lets see where do I even begin with this??? I am still all pathetic and single, but I think I have come to terms with the fact that I should just live my life to the fullest and not worry about being with a man who more then likely would treat me like shit. That is all I have ever found. I think I am attracted to the assholes who do nothing but treat me like shit and beat me. So I have put my foot down and I am not going to settle for anything but the best. With saying that I am sure I will be one of those old ladies home alone with all my cats and wearing my mumu's around the house. Ok I am going to just shut up now because I know no one wants to read this stupid shit anyways. Once I lose all the weight I am trying to then maybe Mr. Right will come into my life. Thats one thing about living in SC. Guys dont look twice at girls with meat on our bones. If you arent a Barbie then you might as well just start collecting the cats and the mumu's. Im totally annoyed right now.