Ok so lets see here, where do I start. Ok, so I just recently moved to another state with my boyfriend. It hasnt really been that big of a move, but I know NO ONE here. I hate my job and I miss my friends and family. He is happy here and loves his job. I have been seriously thinking about moving back home but I know if I do that then our relationship would be over. All my friends and family would be so happy about that but I dont know how I would feel about it. I dont know if I would feel relieved or crushed. I love him to pieces but I am scared that it is more of a comfort zone now. I have an issue and many people do...I am scared to be alone. I know I am not the prettiest thing and I am far from being skinny. I just feel that these days guys look at "Thick" chicks and are grossed out. Well sorry for that. I am starting to get to the point in my life where if you do not like me then you can seriously kiss my ass because I am so tired of trying to make everyone else happy and not myself. Ahhhh I just want to scream!!!Ok I think i am finished for the night, but I am sure there will be plenty more of these things. If you would like to help me try and figure something out then your help or comments or suggestions are more than welcome. Thanks.
