Sitting here alone at night, listening to my parents fight.
Haunting thoughts race through my head, ghosts revealing what’s been said.
My fear haunts my dreams, all I hear are paralyzing screams.
Eyes are watching me in the dark, waiting for me to embark.
I’ll wish it all away, take away my dismay.
You’ll never understand exactly where I stand, go away and leave me be,
This is my very last plea.
I’ll end it here with a single tear, as I wish to disappear.
I’m bleeding crimson regret and betrayal, This is my fake portrayal.
I’ll go on in the winds, I’ll be in the back of all your minds.
Let me go here and now, you’ll always have me disavowed.
I’ll be back, haunting your dreams, enjoy every single of your shattered screams.
What you’ve done to me will never let you go with glee. You’ll have no remorse if you continue on that life course.
What does it matter, my heart was so easy to shatter.
I’ll be the one to pay the fee,
For just trying to be me.
