Thoughts of you haunt my dreams, paralyzing me with shattered screams.
Days go by and time drags on, I still can’t believe how long you’ve been gone.
Time goes on and still you’re there, Oh how I know life’s not fair.
You were here and life was great, Once you left I became live bait.
Left open for anyone at all, All they had to do was call.
I’d come running, oh yes I would, Trying to do all I could.
I’d calm and comfort, sooth and ease, The pain that brought them to their knees.
They’d weep then stare, Wondering why the hell they called me there.
They’d stiffen up with rage and fear, Wondering why they kept me near.
I walk away from with you with a faked ease Ashamed to fall to my knees.
My eyes fill with pain enduced tears Long held-in, distant fears
I sit and cry, wondering why Suicide Kisses I must defy.
