This is a poem I wrote a few nights ago about how the man that is my husband, makes me feel most of the time.
Everywhere I turn there is a shadow
that falls over my head.
I can't see where I am going
and it's scaring me to death.
Hold me close and keep me safe
Tell me everything is okay.
Something in me is screaming
screaming to get out.
I don't know what it is,
or where it came from.
It washed over me like a tide wave.
Crushing my chest,
making it hard to breathe.
Take this pain away from me.
Pain in my heart,
is worse than any other pain
I could ever feel.
Though pain is what i feel when
you are around.
You say you love me,
but you always leave me.
You leave me alone and cold
Wondering when you will be back.
I feel I have lost you,
and if I have then you have lost me too.
You can't make me happy anymore,
So I think I should go.
Go in search of somthing better,
something new and exciting.
To make myself happy!
