Pyretta SeXy BeAsT Blaze's blog: "Loneliness"

This song gets me pumped and it makes me feel about how my life has been except I did slow down alot once I got married.

You gave me life, and seems like I took your away. Seeing you laying in that hospital bed and I knew you weren't the same. I'm sorry, that I let you down. I'm sorry, that I couldn't keep you here I'm sorry mom, that I had to let you go. I miss you more and more with every passing day you were too young to go away though you knew you had lived to see your children grow up. I'm sorry you will never know your granddaughter I'm sorry I broke my promise You were my flesh and blood I was your baby girl I named my baby girl after you And it saddens me knowing she will never know you, The way I did and will always remember you. I'm sorry, for the pain I caused you I'm sorry, for letting you down. But I will never be sorry for having you as my mother. I'm sorry you're gone!

From the day you were born I knew my love could not be any stronger. You brought me to life as I gave you life to live. I could never be upset with you As you look at me with your blue eyes. My heart melts like butter on a hot plate. As you smile at me I feel my heart lighten. You are my life and my blood Everything I do is for you. And Always remember Gracie, That I will always love you and you will always have my heart!

The rose as sweet as it smells is a strong and powerful symbol of love and affection The white rose is a symbol of Purity and innocence The red rose is a symbol of love and romance The yellow rose is a symbol of Motherhood and wisdom. No matter what color, shape, or size The rose will always be the most recognizeable symbol 1 rose means you care 2 roses means you think alot about that person But when you send a dozen or more then you are truely in love with that person.

This song is for a very special person who makes me feel loved and wanted.