I can't help it ...
because for you I shed a million tears,
Now that we parted, I admit it was my biggest fear
Anger and resentment are hard to wash away
Loneliness and heartache are now here to stay
The pain and grief make me feel so alone
Since you're not by my side, this no longer feels like home
I believed that you truly loved me, hard to accept I was wrong
What a fool I was - to live in this deception for so long
Now all my heart can do is mourn your loss with a noiseless call
It's just useless because the cries are locked within 4 walls
So the tears start flowing, no matter how hard I try
So difficult to know you never loved me
Like a neglected rose - I wither up and die