In darkness she waits... with so much time and patience.
For she lives a life which is led by loneliness and doubt.
A soul divided - indecision now blocking her path.
A journey which she has never strayed from in the past.
A burden that weighs heavy on this woman's fragile heart.
A choice, a decision that cuts through her like a knife...apart.
Past experiences that add to her life, and yet are painful reminders.
She feels as if she's nothing... the shell of her former self, a tormented soul.
Ashamed... she knows the many things she's done for love,
for acceptance - fearing rejection, loneliness and despair.
Tied to a past where there's no hope of going back, no hope for repair.
In darkness she waits...
realizing how love can be the best thing that happens.
But knowing it's also the worst thing at the same time.
So feeling alone, fearful and discarted -
she will sit and wait in darkness.