that nuzzle hussy's blog: "uhmmm... emmaface??"

01. My hair is still its natural color. 02. I have eaten till I've thrown up. 03. I get annoyed when I don't get to finish telling a story. 04. I like to wear pink. 05. Sometimes I wish I could do something really well. 06. I drink a lot of water. 08. I like musicians. 09. I'm such a health freak. 10. I love taking pictures. 11. I have really tiny wrists. 12. I can identify some close friends by smell. that would be weird... 13. I'm far too nice. 14. I hate when people confuse "your" and "you're" 15. I think dorkiness is attractive. 16. I've never had a fake screen name. 17. I wish I had a pug. ferret 18. I miss middle high school. 19. I have pretty good eating habits. 20. I have a hard time making up my mind sometimes. 21. I wish my hair naturally curled. UGH! I HATE IT! 22. I can't live without chapstick. I wish I could sing. 24. I like classical music. Striped pants are hot. 26. I think Skylar is a cool name. 27. I usually don't get sarcasm. 28. I wish I could look in a mirror and constantly be satisfied with myself. 29. I shift between being sleepy and awake when I'm really tired. 30. I hardly ever vacuum. 31. I hate racism. 32. I want someone to hold me. 33. I like watermelon flavored things. 34. I'm a snob about grammar. 35. I am a terrible liar. 36. Axe deodorant smells WONDERFUL. 37. I wish I knew how to speak in Italian. 38. I tried to kiss a member of the opposite sex when I was in kindergarten. boys were gross then 40. I have no idea what my school musical is about. 41. I appreciate honesty. 42. I need a manicure. 43. I love Dr. Pepper. 44. I twirl my hair. 45. I love my friends 46. I don't own a cell phone. 47. I want to learn to play the harp. 48. I'm not old enough to vote. 49. I live in the past far too much. 50. I need to remember to be a teenager sometimes. 51. I want to see most of the world. 52. Sometimes I wonder what's going on in other parts of the world. 53. I hate being lied to. 54. I believe in a thing called love. 55. I go shopping usually once a week. 56. Today is Wednesday. I wish it was 57. I've read more than a 100 books. 58. I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme. 59. I like feet. 60. Jesse McCartney is hott. 61. I want the world to see me. 62. I think it's funny when girls wear so much makeup that their faces become incandescent. 63. I hate seeing kids that think they're different because they like Slipknot and shop at Hot Topic. 64. I have a fear of wearing too much perfume. 65. I wear pants more than I wear shorts. 66. I am tactful most of the time. 67. I'm afraid of spiders. 68. I get too attached to some people. 69. I'm usually on time. try NEVER on time 70. I forgive but I don't forget. 71. I think way too much for my own good. 72. I am currently in a relationship. 73. I like salads from McDonalds. 74. I read for at least two hours every night before bed. 75. I talk to a lot of people I don't like just because I dont wanna be mean. 76. I sing in the shower. 77. I laugh too much. 78. I wish I were asleep. 79. I love Reese’s peanut butter cups. 80. I never have enough energy. i tend to have too much 81. I have a friend who has an outtie bellybutton. 82. I have driven a car. 83. There is no nail polish on my nails. 84. I am unafraid to change, but I don't think I realize the boundary between change and utter transformation. 85. I wear brown, thin-rimmed glasses 86. Goodbyes make me sad. 87. Cold Stone is so much better than Baskin Robbins! 88. I love cuddling. 89. I run when I'm bored. 90. I wish I were more attractive to other people. 91. I worry too much sometimes about what people think. 92. I'm a billion times better than I was in junior high school. 93. Compliments make me happy. 94. I like long car rides with certain people. 95. I hate when people label me. 96. I wonder a lot who I'm going to end up marrying. 97. I listen to the things no one else cares about. 98. I can't draw from imagination. 99. TyPiNg LIkE diS anNoyes mEeeh. 100. This is taking too long 101. I have gone snow tubing. 102. I have written a really, really angry song. 103. I have painted my fingernails black 104. I have gotten multiple C’s on one report card. 105. I have watched every episode of at least one tv series. 106. I am a kung-fu master. 107. I cry for no apparent reason sometimes. 108. I have a barfing problem. ...... 109. I have broken my computer. 110. I go for over 3 days without bathing all the time. 111. I have made out with just a friend. 112. I have discovered what happens when you put metal in the microwave. 113. I have beaten a video game the same day I bought it. 114. I love John Cusack movies. 115. I have broken my own heart. 116. I think crayons are the most fun things ever. 117. I think the current president is the worst ever. 118. I have toilet-papered someone’s house. 119. I have dressed up as a condom for Halloween. 120. I can sing all the words to Queen’s "Bohemian Rhapsody" 121. I am afraid of answering the phone. 122. I believed in Santa Claus for over 10 years. 123. I aspire to be a construction worker. 124. I work at Burger King. 126. I am allergic to peanuts. 127. I have been the lead in a play. 128. I can speak computer jargon fluently. 129. I have mastered the art of school-skipping. 130. I want to go to college outside of my home state. 131. I think my family is full of wackos. 132. I believe that there is a God. actually I don't know 133. I have a pet named after a fictional character. 134. I am the world’s biggest procrastinator. 135. One of the most important things in my life right now is my boyfriend/girlfriend. 136. I am addicted to livejournal surveys. 138. I have a foot fetish. 139. I have participated in a chick-on-chick brawl. 140. I have snorted cocaine. 141. When I don’t know the words to a song, I make them up myself. 142. I have lied to a complete stranger. 143. I realize that the high school social hierarchy is a waste of time. 144. I listen to Christmas music year-round. 145. I have bought someone a really cool gift and ended up keeping it for myself. 146. I used to pee the bed. 147. I can think of at least 3 people I would like to murder. 148. I saw the Sponge Bob movie and secretly like it. 149. I worry about things that don’t matter a lot. 150. I like my first name. 151. I spend more time on the computer than I do on anything else. 152. I know more than any person ever should about the characters of Boy Meets World 153. I have written a story. 154. I have over a thousand songs downloaded onto my computer. 155. I have built a snowman and cried when he fell down. 156. I have friends in college that I miss very much. 157. I like the opposite sex. 158. I own my own private island. 159. I have older siblings. 160. I am constantly being compared to other relatives. 161. I have stayed up all night with someone who was sick. 162. I have been to or in a wedding. 163. I have worn all black on Valentine’s Day. 164. I count the relationships I had in elementary school when someone asks me how many boyfriends/girlfriends I have had. 165. I have wished something horrible on another person. 166. I have survived a car crash. 167. I have painted a picture. 168. I would trust my friends with my life. 169. I am horrible at driving. 170. I have done things I am not proud of. 171. I drive myself insane. 172. I have dialed a phone number I found on the wall. 173. I have more aquantences than friends. 174. I have kissed a person the first day I met them. 175. I have been in love. 176. I walk around my house naked. in a bra and shorts 177. I feel like I am not in control of my life. 178. The only conversations I have with my parents are screaming matches. 179. I have fallen wildly, passionately in love with someone the first time I saw them. 180. I know what the Booh-bahs are. 181. I have been in rehab. 182. The first thing I notice about a person is how fat/skinny they are. 183. I have tried to commit suicide. 184. I read/have read a lot of books. 185. The first thing I want to do when I get home is go back to bed. 186. Every day of my life I wish that something were different. 188. I intend to abstain from sex until marriage or until i meet the right person. 189. I have argued my way into an R-rated movie. 191. I have been so moved by an act of kindness that it’s brought me to tears. 192. I have been scared out of my wits. 193. I have stolen something that was really expensive. 194. I have gone streaking. 195. I really don't like to dance. 197. I speak Ebonics better than I speak English. 198. I chew my food 26 times before swallowing. 199. I have gotten a free cd along with the cd I bought 200. I cannot wait for something big to happen.

Just pick one!If you hate stereotypes and think ppl should just shut up and stop POST THIS. pick the stereotype that fits you I'm Polynesian, so everyone must be scared of me. I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be bulemic. I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun. I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart. I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser. I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world. I'm AGONOSTIC, so I MUST be "evil" and not have any morals. I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay. I like OLDER GUYS, So I MUST be a slut. I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash. I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy. I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants. I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem. I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store. I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage. I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister. I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stupid retard. I'm a DANCER, So i must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore I wear SKIRTS, so I MUST be a slut. I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs. I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive. I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob. I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo. I ATTEMPTED SUICIDED, so I MUST be a freak. I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend. I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars. I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border. I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy. I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore. I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut. I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals I'm ITALIAN, so I must like guys with big cocks! O.o I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST. I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat. I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin. I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life. I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention. I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention. I'm INTO THEATRE & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual. I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist. I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all. -Jevon is still convinced this one is true. I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay. I have BIG BOOBS [or semi-big], so I MUST be a hoe. I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer. I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser. I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll. I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi. I hang out with GAYS, so i must be GAY TOO I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT. I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13 I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy Im a STONER so i MUST be going in the wrong direction Im a VIRGIN so i MUST be prude Im STRAIGHT EDGE so i must be violent. I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy. I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid. I'm BI so I MUST think every girl i see is hot. I'm ASIAN so I MUST have a small penis. I'm Armenian so I MUST drvie a BMW I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly. I'm FILIPINO so I MUST eat rice I'm ASIAN so i must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7 I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals. I'm ITALIAN, so I MUST have facial hair! O.o I listen to FATA, so I MUST be a scene kid. I'm ITALIAN so I must be in the MAFIA! I am on welfare and named Jerome, so I must be black. I EAT a lot, so I MUST be fat. I'm JEWISH, so I MUST have a big nose im a WITCH so i must be evil I have a bad reputaion so I must never be trusted

i AM the now or never kind. i am also an all or nothing girl i try to think in more than just black and white terms.... but i usually fail i'm selfish. i'm one of the most stubborn people on earth. i get jealous easily. i let me thouhts get the best of me. and i will let your thoughts get the best of me as well melodramatic is what i am trival conversations are great unless i get tired of them and just feel like i NEED more from a person. i get hurt easy. ":porcelain doll" is a nickname of mine for just that reason its really easy for me to be bitchy to someone once they hurt me. if i still play nice after then you win. i sing in the shower. i also sing c hristmas songs all year round you have to be sstraight up with me. sugar coating things is against the rules. it;s best to tell me how you feel if not i will bug you till i find out when im scared i get cranky. when i worry i get cranky. when im nervous i get cranky. i only write emma facts when i'm sad.

In the last week all rules have been broken except for 2.5. No one is allowed to break that one this week. I'm tired. Every inch of me. Inside and out. I give up. Oh... I'm scared to go visit Cris.

Rule #2: Don't dissapear out of no where for a a few days then come back and pretend like you didn't go away. ...I worry constantly. When you just leave without anything I get nervous and worry. I hate to worry. I hate it hate it hate it. Rule #2.5: No dying. ... I don't think I need to really go into that. Rule #3: Don't talk behind my back. ... first of all, friends don't do that. .. second, I usually will hear whats been said, and it usually hurts my feelings. Rule #4: Lying is unacceptable. ... Again, not something I think that I need to go into. If you are going to lie... don't even bother. I don't need to hear it. I don't want to hear it. Thats all. Rule #5: Don't use me. ... for anything. If you only talk to me when no one else is avaliable... that falls unders breaking this rule. I love helping people... but if you only talk to me when something is wrong I'm not going to be of much help becasue I'll just be pissed at you. Rule #6: Don't play games Games are stupid. And I don't mean like frisby. It is just as bad as lying No more for right now. And the order doesn't really count... =]

Ya know. I always expect so much of things. And every time I pretty much get let down. I don't know why I go into everything with my head up... specially since every time I get hurt by something I swear to myself I will never do it again. If both parties in most of the stuff going on cared then it wouldn't be so hard to fix. Right? It wouldn't be such a one person clean up job. Ugh. I hate when I am the only one that tries to make things right. I'm seriously at a lose of ideas as to what to do to fix all that has broken in the last week. Dad still wont try... but what does that matter. I'm probably going to be kicked out anyway. I've started on the Cris problem. But I don't even know how I want that one to be fixed. In my effort to be comfortable again I may have made things worse. The friendship I had with Jon is a lost cause... now I just have to get myself to get over that. Which... will be quite the challenge since he was the shoulder I had when I needed someone to just lean on. And so on and so on. I don't want to mention anyone that can read this. And everything else I don't want to even go into at this point. -sigh- I wish someone could just tell me what to do. Becasue I'm at the point that I just want to give up on fixing all of that has gone sour. No work today. No work tomorrow. No work Wednesday... and I get to go on a 3 hour car at 5 in the morning.

I'm really tired of how things can go from great to awful... comfortable to awkward... happy to sad... found to lost so fast. I don't know what to do to make some things right again. =[ And I hate working

would you rather be called Babe or Baby: If I don't like you neither. If I do baby. Being called babe makes me feel fat. how about Sweetie or Honey: Sweetie eat 3 meals a day: not usually. like someone: sadly cussed someone out: I don't exactly know what that means. Just to swear at them? Then no. When I yell at someone I usually have soemthing to say that they just aren't getting. Screaming vulgar words wont get me any where in that situation. held a grudge for more than a week: Jevon has one on him running two years strong. crush? Yeah I have one. wasiest person(s) to talk to?: I have pretty much closed myself up from everyone right now. Only trivial things are really being said. hometown? Mentor (otl) longest car ride?? Well... I don't know. Combined... youngstown-home-home-youngstown almost every weekend for 6 months. one wish?:Wishes mean nothing. I'm not going to jinx what I want. X-RAYS you have had?: Ultra sound on my uhm reproductive area. Right wrist. Chest. Then chest again. and chest one more time. zodiac Sign? Aries do you miss someone? sadly. is there a person who is on your mind right now? Yeah. Damn you. do you smile often? When I have reason to. Or if I'm nervous. do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? I don't know when did you last cry? Thanksgiving... was a ROUGH day do you like your handwriting? when I take time with it. are you a friendly person? I try to be what were you doing at 3pm yesterday? walking through the mall parking lot changing on my way to work. i can't wait until... don't worry about it ever cried yourself to sleep? yea has anyone ever said 'i love you' to you? yeah. =/ if yes do you think they meant it? a few people have told me. out of them i think one of them meant it in the way they applied it.

So... I've been in quite the rotten mood lately... Anyone I've taken it out on I'm sorry. =/

I have something written out to put in here. But I don't think I'm ready to post it. So I will let you know a Emma(job)fact. Everytime I scan a Weebles toy I get the urge to sing "Weebles wabble but they don't fall down" Hah. me: LADY OF THE EVENING! evey: WOMAN OF THE CORNER!