kreig's blog: "Thoughts from the Edge"

I wrote this for my Gail after the second time she ran off.She ran away from home 4 or five times.Just to come back and say that no one treats her as I do.And she loved and missed me.I never showed or gave this to her but I post it to share it so I mieght get it out of my head and out in open.
You say you always stand by your man.So tell me something I don't understand.You said you loved me now thats a fact.Then you left me said you felt trapd.Some things you can't just explane away.But the hart ach and dowt is still with me to this day.You did not stand by me not at all.
All the times we were close.I remember thes times the most.I saw all my dreams come crashing down.Every time you walk out that door.I can't be happy with out YOu around.Now alone I keep the wolfs at bay.And ther is just one thing I can say .YOU did not stand by me why?
You must explane to me why this must be.Did you lie when You spoke to me about all we were going to be.Now I have a job but it don,t pay.I need cloths and a place to stay.But with out all of thes things I can do.But with out your love I can't make it through..But you don't care or understand my point of view.I guees there is nothing I can say or do.Just.Move on and show that you were rong about all you said and did.I was always true to you.
Since this time I have become a head chef and don verey well.But I still miss you and now you are always in my hart and soul.I thank you for rebilding after the army was done with me.And makeing me the some what normal person I am today.Ilove and miss you always Gail good bye