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COWBOY's blog: "true friend"

created on 11/17/2007  |  http://fubar.com/true-friend/b156050
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Just out there, huddled in the cold. Alone in the dark, he looked up and smiled, Standing watch over me, and my wife and my child. 'What are you doing?' I asked without fear, 'Come in this moment, it's freezing out here! Put down your pack, brush the snow from your sleeve, You should be at home on a cold Christmas Eve!' For barely a moment I saw his eyes shift, Away from the cold and the snow blown in drifts.. To the window that danced with a warm fire's light Then he sighed and he said 'Its really all right, I'm out here by choice. I'm here every night.' 'It's my duty to stand at the front of the line, That separates you from the darkest of times. No one had to ask or beg or implore me, I'm proud to stand here like my fathers before me. My Gramps died at ' Pearl on a day in December,' Then he sighed, 'That's a Christmas 'Gram always remembers.' My dad stood his watch in the jungles of ' Nam ', And now it is my turn and so, here I am. I've not seen my own son in more than a while, But my wife sends me pictures, he's sure got her smile. Then he bent and he carefully pulled from his bag, The red, white, and blue... an American flag. I can live through the cold and the being alone, Away from my family, my house and my home. I can stand at my post through the rain and the sleet, I can sleep in a foxhole with little to eat. I can carry the weight of killing another, Or lay down my life with my sister and brother.. Who stand at the front against any and all, To ensure for all time that this flag will not fall.' 'So go back inside,' he said, 'harbor no fright, Your family is waiting and I'll be all right.' 'But isn't there something I can do, at the least, 'Give you money,' I asked, 'or prepare you a feast? It seems all too little for all that you've done, For being away from your wife and your son.' Then his eye welled a tear that held no regret, 'Just tell us you love us, and never forget. To fight for our rights back at home while we're gone, To stand your own watch, no matter how long. For when we come home, either standing or dead, To know you remember we fought and we bled. Is payment enough, and with that we will trust, That we mattered to you as you mattered to us.'
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have. Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you are alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, or how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who you have kissed. It's not about sex. It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have, or what kind of car you drive, or where you are sent to school. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are, or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown. Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at "your" sport. It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing you will "accept the written you." But, life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about who you make happy or unhappy purposefully. It's about keeping or betraying trust. It's about friendship, used as a sanctity or a weapon. It's about what you say and mean, maybe hurtful, maybe heartening. About starting rumors and contributing to petty gossip. It's about what judgments you pass and why. And who your judgments are spread to. It's about who you've ignored with full control and intention. It's about jealousy, fear, ignorance, and revenge. It's about carrying inner hate and love, letting it grow, and spreading it. But most of all, it's about using your life to touch or poison other people's hearts in such a way that could have never occurred alone. Only you choose the way those hearts are affected, and those choices are what life's all about.

the storm

The wind began to moan in hollow murmurs, as the sun went down carrying glad day elsewhere; and a train of dull clouds coming up against it, menaced thunder and lightning. Large drops of rain soon began to fall, and, as the storm clouds came sailing onward, others supplied the void they left behind and spread over all the sky. Then was heard the low rumbling of distant thunder, then the lightning quivered, and then the darkness of an hour seemed to have gathered in an instant. Life does not consist mainly, or even largely, of facts and happenings. It consists mainly of the storm of thought that is forever flowing through one's head. Serenity is not freedom from the storm, but peace amid the storm

regrets

Reasoning against a prejudice is like fighting against a shadow; it exhausts the reasoner, without visibly affecting the prejudice Among well-bred people a mutual deference is affected, contempt for others is disguised; authority concealed; attention given to each in his turn; and an easy stream of conversation maintained without vehemence, without interruption, without eagerness. I can try to accept gracefully all things that affect my life. I can think and act, not react, I can study and learn. I listen. If you can rest your head at your pillow and sleep well without regrets you are living a good life...

Highway Prayer

Dear Lord The wind that blows the clouds Reminds me of how you carry me threw life The stars at night remind me how you want us to shine and the multitudes humble me The farms and the cattle I pass Reminds me to be thankfull For the food on my plate and my hands on the plow The rain reminds me of your grace That there is always good Even threw the thunder and lightning The restlessness helps me remember and be thankfull for the comforts of home And last but not least The black top reminds me of were Ive been and where Im going with american freedom and to choose My Lord Jesus Christ Amen

soft whispers

As nightime settles in and sound replaces sight i hear the soft whispers of lovers in the night i hear them whisper and give their solemn vows of a love that will last forever forever from right now and as these soft whispers float on cool night air the stars shine brightly as lovers whisper how much they care then i look into the nighttime but it's to dark to see as i search for thr lover who will give soft whispers to me...

redneck friends

FRIENDS:Go with you to the bathroom and hold the stall door shut. REDNECK FRIENDS: Will shine a spotlight on you while your drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs REDNECK FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. REDNECK FRIENDS: Are already on some bullshit,and know some wild shit will happen, and still be down to kik it all nite. FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REDNECK FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, "Damn...we fucked up agine dint we?" FRIENDS: Cry with you. REDNECK FRIENDS: laugh at you FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REDNECK FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place. haha FRIENDS: Are happy that someone picked up a one night stand and leave them alone. REDNECK FRIENDS: Will Crawl naked into the room with a camera and hope for the tag team. FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. REDNECK FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. REDNECK FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. REDNECK FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" FRIENDS: Will try and talk to the bouncer when you get tossed out of the bar. REDNECK FRIENDS: Will buck up and go after the bouncer for touching you on the way out. FRIENDS: Will wish you had enough money to go out that night, and are sorry you couldn't come. REDNECK FRIENDS: Will share their last dollar with you,give you their last ciggarette,drag you along, and try to steal free drinks all night. FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.

the race

I am a symbol of your past Of what a friend can be For from the days expanding west You have relied on me. I helped you plow your fields of grain And carried you upon my back And as the wars for you all came I helped you repel attack. Across the vast and open lands I did always stand up strong When the herds of cattle strayed Or failed to move along. Then if you had some leisure time I helped put on a show Participating in the games You called a rodeo. Even in these modern times I still keep up your paces For I control the Sport Of Kings By running in your races.

beauty

Your lips, your eyes, your soul Are like a work of art, The most creative thing of all Is your beautiful heart. If you were a painting, No colours could express The beauty deep inside you, A rainbow, nothing less. If you were a sculpture The clay could hardly make Your figure of an angel Without one mistake. If you were a euphony No choir could really sing All the beautiful music Your eyes could possibly bring. So here I am, an artist, With inspiration beyond belief But to capture such rare beauty, I'd have to be a thief.

eternity

Eternity Here I am, laying here. Waiting for you, for eternity. Here I am, here I lie. I just wish, that I would die. My pain and fears, tearing me apart. My sadness and depression, are eating at my heart. Nobody knows me, nobody understands. It would all be easier, if you would just care. But you can't, or you wont. and here I am, Laying here. Waiting. Eternally.
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