Once again, trapped inside a prison of my own making,these walls are closing in,shuttin out all the dreams that i've been chasing.
"They" say the light is "easy to see", if u step outside the box,but what "they" dont see, is that it aint easy for me.. too many chains wit too many locks.
But, i'll do what i can, only, in my own way.
Time to step up, be a man, throw my past away.
Though i can neva forget it, i will no longer dwell, yeah,all that shit i done did it, but now i'm sick of this hell.
I know i cant erase it, all the pain that i've caused,but i can choose to turn and face it, start livin life, instead of leavin it paused.
So, as the days go by i pray for time to heal,
I need to be rid of this pain that i feel.
It's locked deep in my heart..yet it controls my mind,I wish i could turn back the hands of time.
Back to a place where i knew no addiction, where no time was a waste..no inner confliction.
But, these great walls are thick!!, they show me it's real!, and all i feel is sick... Damn, i hate how i feel.
So, i have no choice but to sit and think..cuz.. i have no drugs, i have no drink.
So i get into my head, I sit and I think, and i pick through my mind in search of a link.
What is to come? What is to go?
Just waitin is like die'n..nice and slow...
So, today i choose to no longer wait! to be a participant in decidin my fate.
And, see, i KNOW i can do it, as can ya'll, cuz, shit, we been through it, and i for one? I aint ready to fall.
Are You?
*It is said there's a time and place for change, so i leave you with this.....
.............. Why Not NOW!!!*
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