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As I sit here in my room,
despair, loneliness and pain create my tomb
happiness and joy are no more,
and my heart is now just sore.
People give me such nice wishes,
but nothing can replace his missed kisses,
I know they mean well,
but I am not ready to leave my private hell.
Love is lost and gone away,
just another sad depressing day
Even nature must feel my pain,
'cause I look outside and see the rain.
Tears of joy are replaced,
now by tears of sorrow,
oh, how salty they now taste,
as my lips for their new home, they borrow.
Eyes all puffy from so many tears,
from all that builds up from fears,
time is now not my friend,
it is just a tick to another hours end.
Even the sand in the hourglass,
has decided to stop flowing,
I pray to God to help with this task,
this must be right, for he is all knowing.
Sometimes the hardest medicine to swallow,
is not a pill, or a sour tasting liquid,
but something that makes your heart hallow,
leaves you feeling lost and out of control like a kid.
The calendar now is just a way to keep track,
of the number of tears that will fall,
each day worse than the one before that,
nothing eases the pain not even your phone call.
Funny how life has twist and turns,
and the ones you expect are the ones that burn
leaving your heart on fire with grief,
there is no shelter to hide the pain beneath.
Everyone sees what was took,
your heart and soul open like book,
everyone reading your story line,
they share your grief some may cry.
As I sit here in my room,
despair, loneliness and pain create my tomb,
I shall be free one day,
but for now, I will just cry, I may heal this way.....
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