Miranda's blog: "today"

i'm wasted. lol and i just thought i'd write myself a blog before i go to bed. i'm in such a great mood right now, it's not even funny. and i'm loving it :) anyways i'm in a very flirty kinda mood. and i would love for some people to flirt with me, so i can flirt back. lol. jk, all. im fittin' ta go to bed right now. so sleep sweet, i know i'll be writting another blog sometime. lo because soemtimes i just feel like it. so...whatever. lol sleep sweet y'all. love ya's! *xoxox* Miranda

this weekend i get to go to Ohio and party with my friend, Clorissa. lol i love it. and i've been in a good mood and excited all week! lol and i'm very hyper because i'm in such a great mood. lol i love going to Ohio. and Clorissa is awesome lol you can see pics of us partying in my photos. lol anyways...i hope everyone's weekend is just as great as i know mine will be. :) love ya's Miranda *xoxox*

so...it's friday again :) and i'm glad. i'm about to enjoy my 3 day weekend :) i got my hair cut last weekend. it's about an inch above my shoulders now. i'm going to take some pictures pretty soon so everyone can see it. lol it looks nice. and i get to go out tonight, and watch my favorite band, FLESHSUIT!!!!!!!! lol i <3 them. which also means, im gonna get drunk lol and i'm already in a great mood, and both of those things will just make it even better! i'm so excited. and i'm extremely hyper again. i seem to be hyper, like all the time. but that's ok, because it's fun. lol anyways...i just like to update my blogs sometimes. :) love yas! Miranda

everything is much better. lol i've been in a great mood. and i'm not nearly as stressed as i used to be. i quit putting myself through hell. i made the decision to make myself happy, rather than someone else happy. which may have hurt them, but you gotta do what you gotta do. and i'm in a GREAT mood! i have been, for about a week. i am actually enjoying being single. i never thought that would happen. i guess i've grwon up quite a bit in the last couple months. it's about damn time! lol anyways...just wanted to post an update :) love ya's! xoxox

i don't know why i do this to myself. if i don't cut it out soon, i think i'm going to have a damn breakdown! i'm getting to the point where i don't even feel like i can function properly. to the point where i can't even hide my streses when i need to. i used to be able to, no matter how horribly everything going, at least fake a smile and a pleasant attitude, especially at work. but i'm getting so bad, that the other day, my supervisor asked me if i was ok, because i haven't been myself lately. and i seemed upset. i just don't know what to do. i'm ridiculous. that's just all there is to it!

so...EVERYBODY needs to go show this man some major love, for me! he is fantastic, and deserves every last bit of it. lol so do it! please :P i'll return the favor, for sure. mike_inindy

@ fubar xoxox Miranda

lol...i know it's kind of early, i have less than 20,000 points to go, but it would still be kind of nice to level, soon. :) i'm trying to work on it myself. lol *anyways* peace out! xoxox Miranda

the other day i was online, checking out my fubar, like i always do...and he just decided that he wanted to say something. i tried to be "friends" and talk to him, but i just couldn't keep on like that. it was ridiculous. so i sent him a message, saying 'please don't respond, saying you understand. i don't want to think of you, i don't want to see you, i don't want to talk to you anymore. i don't need an explanation, i don't want you to apologize...' or something along those lines. that was about a week ago, so what does he do? sunday night, i was in a good mood, my week had gotten better. i was ok. then he says to me 'i know you have a hard time letting go, and i understand. i just want you to know that whatever you need i'm here.' or something like that. i was so angry! i told him, he must not understand, or he wouldn't keep trying. i really don't want to think about him anymore. and i miss him, but i don't want to. and, stupid as i am, i told him how much it hurts for me to know that he's the only one that i want to make me feel better, but he can't. that's why i can't keep talking to him, because it will never happen. and he said he was sorry. so, he pretty much did all the things i told him i couldn't handle. i told him i don't think he is, which is the whole point. and he didn't say anything after that. but damnit! why did he do that? don't you think, if he really cared that much about how i feel he wouldn't have done this? he sucks! but i do miss him. and i was almost ready for a break through, lol, and then he just had to say something. now, i'm back to square one. :( DAMN HIM!!! *whatever* i'll get over it. but if he does that again, i'll be so pissed. i'll just start going off on him. maybe if i'm a bitch about it he'll leave me alone. that's IF he tries to talk to me again. you know? maybe he gets it now, after i told him twice. i hope he does get it, and just leaves me alone! *anyways* that's all for now. i just thought i'd vent some...so bye~bye xoxox Miranda

Today's Sagittarius Horoscope: Apr 04, 2008 Love and romance are likely to be tops on your agenda today, dear Sagittarius, as you're feeling especially warm and loving at this time. Both current and potential love partners could feel strongly drawn to you. Children might also prove to be a source of happiness and satisfaction. If you're artistically inclined, this is the day to start or finish an enterprise - one that could well lead to fame and fortune. This should be a wonderful day for you. *****so my day started off crappy, then it got wonderful real quick. so last night, i was in my car, talking on the phone, and didn't notice until 6 this am that i locked my keys in my car. so i had to call the towing company to have them come get it open for me, and when i called they said it would cost $45! which is ridiculous. then when the guy got there, it took him around 15 seconds to get the door unlocked, and i got my debit card out, thinking "damnit this sucks! $45 for 15 seconds! but, at least i got my car open." right? like, who wouldn't think that? then he came back from his truck, and said "that was too easy, just call me when it breaks down." and gave me his card. so i didn't have to pay anything! which was awesome! i was so glad. and today is the day, that i FINALLY got my retro-active pay from the raise we should have gotten in December last year. so my check is about 3 times what it normally would be! :) which is even better! and i am a very artistic person, so i should start something. i would absolutely be the happiest person in the WORLD! if i could become famous based on my art. it's my passion in life. i know the pics i have on here, aren't all that fabulous. but that's not the half of it. i draw so much. and i love to paint. and i just love it. so that horroscope made me happy today. i just thought i'd share it with you all. lol love ya's! xoxox Miranda

so, right now i'm totally wasted! which is awesome btw. i love talking when i'm drunk, and everyone else has fallen asleep. lame asses! lol anyways, so i decided to write a blog. because i'm bored. very bored. and i feel like i need someone to flirt with! i hate it when that happens. :P but whatever. see...i can flirt now, because i'm single! which sucks, but right now it's kind of a good thing. because he's not here, so i can flirt with other guys. :) you know? omg...i talk so much when i'm drunk. this blog probably doesn't make any sense at all to any of you. but i don't care. because, i like to talk when i'm drunk. like, a lot! non stop. can't you tell from the crazy nonsense i'm talking right now? lol...whatever. i'm going to stop now. so i can go do something else. so ttyl! xoxox Miranda