Sometimes in life there comes along a person whose laughter is infectious, whose smile lights up a room, whose words are wise, whose words are at times stupid and infuriating, whose jokes are always funny and whose presence is always known and appreciated. SOmeone who, when they hug you, you fucking know you have been hugged! One of those people was my friend Sean. I remember the very first night I met Sean, years ago, just like it was yesterday and I will never forget it. I had just gotten out of jail and he gave me 15 hits of acid lol I remember our Earth, WInd aned FIre concert experience lol Our yearly Feburary camping excursions...So many fun memories with him - as I'm sure I'm not the only one.
Sean and I had our ups and downs, but I always loved him more than anyone will ever know. I always considered him a good friend, a confidante and just an all around supreme duder.
It is a solid shock that he is gone. WHen I got the call last night, I didn't really know what to do except freak out and almost give myself a siezure - I had to take a bunch of my medication and tell myslef "Chill the fuck out hunny bunny" - something Sean would say. lol I really feel for Bev (his mom) and for Michelle (his girl)and for Joe(our buddy that found him)...I know that since I feel the way that I do, I can only imagine what they are going thru. Apparantly he died of a heart attack and last night when I heard this I was pissed at first because I thought something "extra" had been involved, but when I actually talked to my buddy Joe around midnight he assured me that they had been doing nothing out of the ordinary - hadn't even drank that much beer. I guess it was just his time to check out....Tonight us "guys" are going over to hang out with his mom and console her and we are gonna try to plan a benefit show for her to help with the expenses. Sean was loved by a lot of people her in our local music scene so it shouldn't be a difficult thing to do.
Sean, we all loved (love) you man and you are one fella that will be missed and many Cheers and Beers will be made and drank in your honor my friend.
I love you and will forever.
