i never thought i would -on like 7/12 i disconnected my mixing board--as part of the sadness i feel--it extended to my very soul--the music i do--if i'm not good enough--why should i go on?
then on 8/24--my last day of work before vacation--the classic rock station q104.3 i listen to at work played a brand new Bruce Springsteen song called 'Radio Nowhere'--they played it twice in a row--i said to myself--"A--D--A==E and repeat--the song was so good --it resonated.
after sabbath yesterday-i rebooted the ol' board-my version of 'radio nowhere' is availlable weeks before the boss's!
but the sadness brought me much anger--i so hope to express this soon with a new album--my 'shake the missile base' album which had 16 songs completed will be put on hold till after this angry albunm is done.
i can't believe i went back in the studio.
thank all of you who made my last three decades of music worthy
