Where did I go wrong?
Today I didn't understand. You were here but only and hour and you touched me so much. I'm not sure why you truley passed. It hurt so muchto know you were gone. They said if you would have come a couple weeks later you would be here with us. I don't understand. My heart hurts so much but I don't know what to do. I was so happey when we got passed the milestone! But now I am even more scared to try another time, only to be let down again. I don't think I could go through that again. Of course there's your brother too. Where did I go wrong with him. I don't seem to get it. He was almost just perfect. I miss him so. I don't know how I go on without the two of you. I guess I have to live with the fact that I don't have you and that I have your sister and older brother to take care of. Don't get me wrong I love tehm as much as I love you two. Your dad love you too. If it wasn't for your dad, I don't know where I'd be right now. One day I will see you and Odin again and we will all be happy. I think about both of you all the time. I love you WILLIAM and ODIN
Love MOM
