PunkStarChik's blog: "Book Of Shadows"

I didn't get much sleep last night. I think I fell asleep sometime after midnight, woke up a few times during the night and finally woke up at 4am when my alarm went off.

It seems like every night I get bad dreams. Bunch of random ones. I remember the other night I was having some arguement with my dad in one of my dreams and I was talking in my sleep, yelling a few words and i growled a few times...well that's what Rich said. He said he heard me from upstairs.

Last night I had some stupid dream...not really a nightmare I guess...kind of odd. Something about I was in a family with people and it could of been some new Freddy Kurger movie...I hadn't watched any of those movies in a long time. Lots of deaths and blood in it, some sex too in it....ok weird.

So I'm sitting here, drinking my coffee, eating breakfast and texting someone. I'm not ready to go back to work. I want to go back to sleep....I'm wondering if today will be the day we find out if there will be any lay offs? The fiscal year ends today or sometime this week at work. I'm going to be crushed if I get laid off. I have never been fired or laid off or anything...who the hell would hire me? I have a lot more pierings and tattoos then I used to. lol

So I work the next three days....if there is no lay off or whatever... Sunday I'm having a friend come over to help with him with Fubar salute thingy. I have no idea why I need to help him with that but he says he wants some help adding a photo to his page. Monday i need to get my stupid mirror fixed in my car....stupid granny car.I think I might be going to the casino with my parents, not sure...I will have to talk with them again. I haven't spoke with them in a while. I have bags of clothes for them that I got from work that I need to give to them to send to my family in the Phillpines.

Tuesday no plans....Wensday hang out with Nick probably. Thursday no plans....then friday is work week all over again...yeah...

Okay I need to dab some makeup on my eyes and finish getting ready for work... take my vitiamins, happy pill....finish my coffee... la la la exciting stuff... Spend time with my cats before I go to work like I usually do.... I hope today goes by fast...I know I will spend a lot of it thinking about stuff...