Irishlady RLGF to Rawk Dawg's blog: "Thoughs"

As I sit along the shore line watching the sunset I reflect back over my life . I think back to the choices i have made in my life .

I wounder if I made the right ones. I wounder if  could go back in time would i have done things diffrently.  I watch the colors fade from yellow to purple. Its strikes me that when we take the time to look back at ones life that all the choices we have made be them right or wrong we did for a reason . We may never know the true reason we made them. We may regreat the choices we made . In the end it comes down to trying to make the best out of the life we have right now . Just as the sunset is a beautiful part of nature, so are we .

The sun will set everyday . Each one is diffrent there are no two alike . Just as with ppl there r no two alike . We must take a page from nature and see that what choices we have made  make us just as beautiful as the sunset.  Just as the sunset touches our lives we touch the people around us . We make there life a little brighter because we touched it in some way or another .

I hope i have made the people in my life a little brighter by being apart of it . I know everyone has mine

Just random thoughts take them as u will

There comes a time in ones life when u have to let the love of ur life go . Its never easy . You can't hold on to someone who dont love you back. Some times the right things to do in life are the most painful to do . They say if u truely love something set it free n if its ment to be it will come back to you . Sometimes we give our hearts away to someone to find out in the end they didnt truely want or respect what they had. All we can do is hope oneday they see what precious gift they had in there hands. Oneday they will see what they shattered, see the pain n hurt they causedto the one that did truely love them. 

Oneday we all hope to find that one true love . Is it out there ? I would like to think it is . We all want to find that one person who will take the time to climb our walls n see what true beauty is deep inside all of us . We all want that one person who looks at us and sees the true us n will stand by us threw all of lifes ups and downs. 

I may be broken now but in time i will pick up the pieces n will be the person i know i can be . When u lose that one love of ur life u cant live without its the most painfull thing to go threw. Its like having to bury a great loved one. We must morn it n slowly move on. SO when u feel u cant keep going on just know you can n will in the end become a better person for it .

I sit here day after day tring to remember a time I didnt love you . I think back to all the smiles n all the love . I remeber the tears I cryed when u first told me u loved me. That i was the only one for you. How I completed you.I remeber how u would just hold me close n all was ok and perfect. I remember the light in your eyes when u would see my name or hear my voice . To this day i still feel the deep never ending love u have for me. I close my eyes and its your face i see . In the dead of nite its your voice i hear.When I wake up in the middle of the nite from a nightmare its you i look for.No matter how far apart we are or how closed off you may be I will always love you 
I remember the hurt n the pain in your eyes n in your voice when u said it was over.I remember the hurt in ur words. That day i watched my best friend n the only one who  will ever complete me walk away. I watched as my heart n soul walked away n how it tore me apart.I sit here trying to pick up the pieces but i cant. I dont have the streangth nor the will power to.I dont know how You can go day by day as if it dont hurt u. I will never understand how you can just turn off a love as strong as ours. I admite im not perfect and that i messed up. I can honestly say i now know what true love was n how it felt n how it feels to lose that.What i dont understand is how if u loved me so much you could just walk away n not try to work it out.I will never stop fighting for that love we shared . Its worth all the battles. All the pain. I will prove to you that you can trust me again . That the love u have so locked away deep inside you is still there. I will love u till my last dieing breath my last heart beat .