rejection--such a deadly emotion for someone like me--and i'm feeling it so strong --and all over--even here on fubar. if i befriend someone here or they me--i might give them a gift in gratitute--then they might give me a gift--and say things of a complimentary nature to make me feel all good--damn--i love that sorta stuff--i write back-they're gone--for good--not just once--damn like probably 100+ times--damn--i'm feeling so frickin' inferior--if i'm such a frickin' bore--just do nothing if i give u a gift-the 1st time--or better yet--reply "TY"--i'll go away--fast believe me--if you hang out healing my severely bruised soul--stay around awhile--ok---but don't just ignore me--damn--this happens so much
