I smile as I slide the blade through my already bleeding flesh. Do I look insane to you? Fuck you. Let me enjoy this moment. This is my one luxury. I crave this pain. I watch as the blood puddles on the floor, such a beautiful red. The more it hurts, the more I am able to relax. This will only last a few moments and then I will be left with nothing but the scars, but for those few blissful minutes, all is okay in my world.
