My mom has been having issues with her breathing lately. She has already been to the hospital once and is returning again tonite. I am also dealing with trying to back up ALL my important data in case of a crash again. So far I have gone through about 15 CDs of Documentaries alone. It's ridiculous. The shooting at my brother's school yesterday was apparently a random drive by. I swear this country is going to hell and there is no hope in sight. Maybe my ex has it right. lol. he wants to save up a shit load of money and move out of the country. I don't say I blame him. My sister is having her own issues. She has been having real emotional hardships. I too am not sure how much longer I can maintain my self control and not totally go ballistic and go into a rage. I have tried to be nice to people and be helpful and understanding, but the truth is that I just want to be left alone for the most part. There are very few people I wish to speak to right now and none of them are online or awake. Blah... cest la vie. I'm just going to go back to my video game and disc burning....
