In time, cause I know that all I have left in this precious life is time, and it's growing shorter by the minute, but yea, what I want is that I want to eventually have a son to where I can take out fishing and even if it's his first time fishing, I want to teach him how to fish. I know how to fish, but I have never taken a fish off the hook. I'd love to take off my first fish with my son. To experience the same thing he is going through at that exact moment. To share that feeling with him. "Hey, the first fish I ever took off, was with my dad, and it was his first time too." To share that type of experience with him, that's all that matters. To have a special moment with your son... Even if it meant it was a daughter, I don't care. I still want to be able to judge what guy is right for her and to protect her with all my might and to walk her down the aisle, even if it means, I'll ball my eyes out, just something you have to expect, if u ever want to be a father. Just to make sure she's never treated badly and to do my best to help her find this Mister Right that she's meant to be with... To truly let my daughter go, that's the next biggest step in life. To let the one who you love, to left go to someone who is meant to have her. We all want the best for our kids, even though in some cases they are not even born yet It doesn't matter. Things happen. You always try ur hardest for ur kids. Regardless if ur kids turn out to be someone else's. If you get with her and things work out, doesn't matter. They're apart of her and for that, they deserve as much of respect as their mother does... I just want who ends up having me as their dad, doesn't matter who, to just know, I'll love them as their my own. The woman I'm meant to be with, I know she'll be my entire world and everything I stand for, and I'll love her for her, not what she can do for me, but for who she really is, and how she loves me. That's all that matters in life. You just have to do with what you have and what u see. Don't keep trying and think u deserve better, just realize how much beauty you have right in front of you and accept it!!!! Cherish every minute of it and never let it go. As for my journey now...... I found someone that TRULY amazes me and I love so much and she doesn't even know it. I know she doesn't feel I try hard enough, but yea, I hope soon, I home something can happen to where she will truly realize what she means to me. But not to think negatively, if I'm not right for her, I'll have to continue my journey for love, another time and start over, but my life's journey is still yet to come and when it happens, I'll love every minute of it and look forward to it so badly! For now, it's just me, nobody to worry about, but me, my life will have to wait, unless the person that cares about me enough, will be patient... but who knows, we'll see...
As always, TO BE CONTINUED............
