What could I say about her?
I've only known her for what some people would say is a short time, alittle over a year. The only thing I can think of when I think of her.
She's beautiful, amazing and I love her, but unfortunately she doesn't feel anything close to that for me. I'd give her the world, but she doesn't want to be a part of a world that consists of me.
This is the second time she says she wants to be with me and she wants a relationship and then at the very end, she changes her mind and says she just wants to be friends.
She has said in the past she just wants someone to start a life with and she doesn't want to play games, but all I can think, she's confused about what she wants.
I've done everything I can and could of for her. From this point on, it's all on her. A weekend with her in the woods was beyond amazing. Everything about it was just Heavenly! But welcome to my life.
truthfully, she comes over and I feel so happy, but it's not at all how she feels, she's very confused. I felt so amazing to where nothing could bring me down, but the one thing I never thought would bring me down, did exactly that. I send out my strongest prayers and wishes to her future and happiness. I am SO SO SORRY
if you ever do change ur mind, which I pray you would, but I highly doubt it, you know where to find me, but yea... If we meet again........ Goodbye, "as I always say, "BE CAREFUL!" :-(
A WORLD WITHOUT YOU
Written By Andy
Dedicated to Beth
A World without you
What would I do
No Smiles, no giggles
Oh how I'd miss the way your nose wiggles
Everyday would be gray
No more happy times, nor any precious memories
Who'd know or even miss
Your sweet gentle kiss
And amazing embrace
I would without a doubt
This is everything that I'm about!
Your eyes, your touch
I just want you to know
I love you so much.....
ou could say it's both heaven and hell, the vacation was heaven, but as always, you have to always come back to hell... sucks when ppl don't care about feelings, but yea, everything comes back around.... nothing i can do... just be as patient as i can and what you don't have now, will come in time! i bet at this exact moment she's having fun and not even thinking about me... that is the perfect example that she was playing me. for me to never cross your mind and you just be having fun and all, it's not fair to say what you say, and then do what you do. if you say it, you should mean, not just say it for the hell of it, it's just not right! I hope you never go through it, cause you'll see, it truly is hell to think you are the most luckiest guy and then basically have a door slam you in the face and you realize your nothing to that person but a piece of shit, it hurts to think they really do care about you and find out they truly don't... i don't think i could do that to even my worst enemy. when you mess with someone's feelings, that's the biggest thing you could do.... but i'm wasting my time, your young and think you know probably everything about feelings and love, u'll do what you want and not listen to anything i have to say, i wish you'd take some things to heart i say to you... i can't do this anymore, i really truly care for you alot and it's killing me right now, cause i know you could give a shit about me.... i have to give up, you can't make someone feel something that they don't, life's cruel, nothing you can do, not even if you try your hardest... one person can't change the world, but atleast to some lives, it can do alot of good, that's the least I want with the lives i touch...
