In the past week, some fucked up shit has happened, My brother and his wife lost their baby, Today a friend of mine found out she is having twins.
so here i was last week completely devistaed about the loss of my brother and his wifes baby, then my friend tells me today she is having twins. I am a bundle of mixed fucked up emotions, one because i lost a set of twins last yr, and 2 because this has all brought back a lot of sad memories.
they say talking or writing about something is excellent therapme ( therapy )
Fuck that ill just be sad and fall asleep i guess
its strange to feel sad and happy all at the same time, i can't help but envy the people who are having babies, yes i just had a baby so i should get my head out of my ass, because she is awsome, still i think about the twins i delivred stillborn last yr.
man oh man i have a lot to think about to night
