These Five Months
im pulling the trigger again
these five months have come
those five months have fled
they scream their stifled whail in my ear
the calm settles in
though i can't quite breathe
and im sick once more
and im free once more
but those chains were my comfort
i let them be placed there by you
now id offer my wrists
if you'd just take me back as yours
last selfless wish for you to be free
from what im eternally bound
entwined with you don't need
the plague in me the hate in me
no you dont need me at all
