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I am only writing concerning the phone call I got from mom this morning...First, I didn't call Dorothy a "whore"! I said bitch....Howard's wife asked me if she should be worried about him working out there...would Dot try anything....she's had heard stuff previously! I have tried my damndness to leave this all alone...I seen her at WalMarts about 3 weeks ago! Why is it being twisted now? Secondly, I know I have been a bitch as well....I know this! I was hurt, and you didn't seem to understand! I felt like I was being dangled over the edge of a cliff....I said things I should not have in text to you! I hate that any of this happened, but, what is done is done! I was in the wrong as well... this I can admit...
I am not out for blood, I have no vendetta against no one! I am not out to see you fail... I wish you all the best of luck! This is my side of the story first hand...not from any one else's mouth! I am not out running my mouth about you all....and when it comes to Carol and them...all I said was my side of the story as to why I was let go....and I counteracted the lies that I had Supposedly lost you all accounts! I didn't! I was lied to that is what hurt the most! If Terry didn't want me coming back when school started...he should never had promised me that Thursday I would have my job back! I told him that day it would kill me to come in there and someone different at my desk! So, when I came in... I felt betrayed by the two people in this world other than my kids, that I loved and cared for the most!
I do over react sometimes...I know this, as do lots of others...I guess this is why...I thought us not talking was for the best...so that I couldn't say any thing more hurtful....I strike with words... I was SO hurt...I swear the hurt I felt...that day was more than it should have been but that's me...and I am Emotional right.....I care...I hurt...I have feelings as well...and I had NO one...to talk to about what I was feeling! The person I could have talked to is the one... I felt hurt me! I did get my side of the story out...because God knows there were many thrown around! I had that right....anyhow...if you want to ask me anything...or you hear anything I was supposed to have said...I would prefer you ask me....I have nothing to hide!
Me
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an this was her reply as per my other blog....
CARLENE,
WHAT'S DONE IS DONE, I HAVE LOST A SISTER- 1 NEPHEW- 2 NIECES. AND I'M DEALING WITH THAT! AS YOU HAVE LOST A SISTER- 1 NIECE & 1 NEPHEW SPEAKING FOR MYSELF ONLY............................! YOU HURT OK, THEN YOU WANT TO SAY YOU HAVE NO LONGER GOT 2 SISTERS. HOW DO YOU THINK WE SHOULD FEEL.? I TAKE THOUGHS WORDS VERY SERIOUSLEY.! I WAS TOLD YEARS AGO FROM SOMEONE THAT I AM DEAD TO THEM AND IT HURT SOOOOOOOOOO BAD, I TOLD MYSELF THEN NEVER AGAIN WILL I BE HURT LIKE THAT AGAIN. SO, YES, BE IT MONTHS FROM NOW OR YEARS DON'T COME TO ME AND TRY AND EXPLAIN YOURSELF, AND EXPECT ME TO EXCEPT IT CAUSE I WONT............! A SIMPLE STAYING AWAY TO ALL OF US COOL OFF WAS ENOUGH THEN YOU HAD TO SAY THAT, NOPE I'M NOT DEALING WITH IT, IT'S OVER AND DONE WITH I HAVE MY LIFE AND YOU HAVE YOURS....... I MEAN IT I'AM DEAD TO YOU, DON'T TRY AND CONTACT ME IN ANY WAY SHAPE NOR FORM, I'D APPRECIATE IT IF YOU'D TAKE ME AND MY FAMILY'S PICTURES OFF YOUR MYSPACE.
AND YOR OTHER DEAD/ WHORE OF A SISTER SAID QUIT TALKING ABOUT HER!!! CAUSE SHE'S DEAD ALSO"LET THE DEAD BE DEAD!"
