this cuts deeper then you will ever know.
your selfishness and pride is preventing
you from ever knowing the two greatest treasures
ever bestowed upon you.
all you want to see is me lashing out, i assure you that is not the case.
me lashing out would be her in a hospital bed or worse.
this is me protecting the things i love the most. but you don't want to see that. you think it is still all about you.
it isn't anymore, now its about those two. those two beautiful innocent shining faces. the untarnished love that fills their hearts is being tossed to the side... and for what?
they are a joy you will never know if you continue along this path... you break their hearts everyday.
family is so much bigger than just you and me. how dare you think it otherwise. how dare you think you can just walk away and everyone be OKAY.
WE ARE NOT OKAY!!!!!
but you don't care...