pandaowner psychos paradise's blog: "the life of a juggalo"

i guess that im just done with fubar for now. im tired of all the drama here...i dont know where ill go to pass the time but i dont think that it will be here.  right now i cant take the stress of the haters....its all bullshit in my oppion. but all i got to say with that is that they make me and juggalos more famous. thats how i see shit.

if you want to hit me up

my shit is

aim-emsex9957

Yahoo-emo_kite_loves_anime

msn-mamasemily17@hotmail.com

and my myspace is myspace.com/panicatthedisco9957

so hit me up if you want to chat..i use yahoo the most but ill be on all of them more.

i know people dont care what i have tosay but im going to say what i got to say anyway. well im not ignoring my urges to cut but im dealing with it when it araises. i hate when you get into a fight with some one and they though shit back in your face...thanks you mz for that one...she may demand respect but i wont give her any...but peoples words dont hurt me anymore...im going to stop the cycle of abuse..

people who cant say shit to my face are funny....and i was going to ask some one why they didnt want to talk to me but he blocked me. and i was going to take it as a fuck off but his bitchy girl had to put her 2 sense in.And if he is not a juggalo why would he though up the WC's sign....so its all great and dndy...and i love how they both suck at insults. fudram sucks but oh well im proud of who i m. no one is going to mke me change for them..if yall dont like me fuck off and suck my nuts.

right now im quietiong all of my friendships. because most people just feel sorry for me thats why they talk to me. i dont know but of a few people who are realy there for me. i know trusting people is going to be hard because of last night. right now im with some one who is 15 and i dont want to be with him. im going to be 20 in 15 days..this song is how i feel about they guy that im in love with.