anger swells
hatred swarms
it swallows me whole
stupid
stupid bitch
SHUT THE FUCK UP
cunt
whore
words that sting like salt in a wound
the urge to hurt in return drives me
consumes me
tells me
whispers to me
he shouldn't see the light of day
it drives me on
YOU MAKE ME WANT TO RIP OUT ALL OF MY HAIR
i'm yelling
no one seems to hear
the closest thing to sanity is so far away
i reach out to grasp it
it's barely beyond my finger tips
a knight is in sight
in black shining armor
his heart shattered from the pain
i feel unable to find me in the dark
i am cloaked
in my heart is solid rock like
broken in to pieces
like dust in the wind
awaiting rescue
i'm consumed by hatred
hope that the dead heart in my chest will beat someday once again
maybe not
am i destined to be consumed forever
cold
shattered
stupid bitch
whore
cunt
my name has changed so many times over the ages
i cant remember what it is supposed to be
was it ever said in love?
has there always been this hate in it?
there is a comfortable calm in the hatred
a silent evil
ready to emerge from the cocoon that is my mind
IF YOUR NOT HAPPY THEN LEAVE
I RELEASE YOU
I WILL NOT BE THE REASON YOU AREN'T HAPPY
save me from my insanity
im begging
pleading
crying
SCREAMING
release me from these bonds
in your arms i cringe
trying to break free
run so far away
my hatred for you consumes me