Public speaking has never been my thing...I always get light headed and my face turns red (which suprises most ppl who know me I'm a pretty confident person)
So today wasnt any easier when I had to give my Mothers Eulogy..it was by far the hardest and most difficult thing I have ever done in my life. I was shaking so badly during that my step sister had to come up and hug me so I could calm down...But I AM grateful that I had a chance to express the love my Sister,Step Siblings and I felt towards her one last time..
I've always been kind of distant and aloof towards my family...Untill this happened. It has made me realize how much I cherish and love them. My step family are the most wonderfull people I have ever known. And I will ALWAYS love them because they are true family and they are all I have left now.
I truly hope that none of you will ever have to go through anything like this in your life..to watch a loved one suffer for months before FINALLY they are given a chance to rest peacefully. So before this happens to you PLEASE let your loved ones know how much you care..
