The Hardest Part
I love you for who you are.
I hate you for what you have done.
I love you for loving me.
I hate you for loving me too.
The hardest part of loving you is hating you too.
I love the way you look at me.
I hate the way you see me.
I love it when you say nice things.
I hate it when the things you say make me cry.
The hardest part of loving you is hating you too.
I love it when you hold me in your arms.
I hate it when those arms turn violent.
I love it when you make me feel safe.
I hate it when you make me scared.
The hardest part of loving you is hating you too.
My heart aches.
It is confused.
Why do you do the things you do?
One minute we are doing good.
The next I am hiding from you.
The hardest part of loving you is hating you too.
Copyright ©2007 Charlotte L. Atwell
