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catwell20's blog: "Char's poetry"

created on 06/18/2007  |  http://fubar.com/char-s-poetry/b92811

Your Words

Your Words My pain runs deep like water in a cave. The hurt you have caused I will never be the same. You tell me how you feel and make me believe what you say is real. The cuts and blood I bare on my skin are your words. The words that you say to make me think I am crazy. Maybe I am but I will never know because you have me thinking so. I hide my tears and cuts and pain that I think is what makes me insane. Why hide the truth of how it is to live like I do. But how to expose you without being made out to be a fool. My cuts are real, my pain is deep, and I will die one day and be set free. The mask I wear is suffocating me to have to wear. My death might come faster so do beware. I doubt if I get the chance to make you the fool. Your power over me is your tool. Everybody thinks you are a saint. The greatest thing since chocolate cake. I am living in your shadow of greatness. When I am the one who has kept us together. Raise a family and done everything for the better. But yet I hear it everyday how great you are. How lucky I am to have you and all that you do. Well here is the truth. Yeah you are great to the kids I commend you for that. You are great at beating me, downgrading me, and calling me names. You are even great at telling me I am a failure time and time again. Yes I am fat; yes I am ugly but remember you married me. No I wasn’t fat then I know this but baring your children didn’t help a bit. When I try to loose it you get all bent out of shape. But as long you make me think I am crazy everything will be just fine. As I smile and go along with what you say, this is all I have to say. Copyright ©2007 Charlotte L. Atwell
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