Arawak's blog: "The good with in"

For you to be the best you can be you have to take what ever nature throws at you. nature is the chisel and you are the tree that would be carved into a beautiful statue. if you know the difference between kindness and love teach those that don't know the difference . Cause some people think the two are the same when they are not. change the cycle of ignorance travel out side that box and see what the world have to show you

You asked me what was my favourite childhood memory growing up my father was a fisherman and he also had a farm with animals, cows, goat, sheep, chicken  so in the morning he would get up about 4 a.m, head down to the fish market where he hard his boat to case the net out in the ocean and when he comes back at 6 a.m he would make breakfast with mom and then wake us up, then we would go to pigeon Island to switch the cows stops by bring them to the river so that they could get  a drink water and tie the bull in a other sport were there is more grass for him and the female caws. I was the last so i was not allowed on the boat my mom rules, haha so yeah my father was the best swimmer on my island in his time so he would put me on his back go diving and swimming on his back that was  my favorite childhood memory ever. what ever he catch we would roast it with tree branches on the beach. its not like that anymore. lol

I think i like me a red hair woman you know what i mean my age group. amazing woman with a Scottish accent haha im a day dream i know just my thourghts.

im not being rude but if you was not submissive to your ex Hubby or Bf what would make you submissive to me?. if you would not listen to them what would make you listen to me?. I'm  very pick cause i have  walk in between the path of good and evil and still here standing strong. we all have opinions. i stand on mine till i am proven wrong. if your pasta tell you there is no such thing as bad luck we not on same page and I'm good if you believes a promise is a comfort to a fool  your loyalty is not to anyone but yourself. my opinion we get married there is no such thing as tired or can do this. the moment i swear under the Creator name there is no going back so that mean I have to do what ever it take realistically to make you happy and make this work. when i was younger i dated. Now  at 36 years old i dont have time for that. I either accept you for who you are or I don't. right now i feel people energy. the moment we meet you have to be will to accept  the person as they come

we have a saying in the caribbean you dont take abite out a fruit and leave it on the tree it will make warms and rott, 

so  you can pick it to get ripe in paper bag and place in a dark warm place or let nature run it course..

i guess what i say is love people better than they love you  as in you must know when to walk away

Funny thing while sleeping last night on the 2/20/23 i realise i was here already on this earth and was just back to have a human experience like we all do and that my family is not family but is just other spirts here to have a experience just like me and to bring thought other spirits to have the experience they willing to have i don't think they all are by choice as abover so below. I think its my 3rd time here. I know you know what i mean like people that was on fubar 2007 left then comeback meet some old friend make some new friends but do come back at some point know what i mean! i might be just talking botox anyway just my thoughts i guess the decision i have made in life is not things i can't fix which i have fix i guess its very easy to be Bad but very hard to be Good. so far i have a hold and a understanding of my life. but i know i have been here already and im just here to process information, experiences .

this journey on fu is very different because when I'm sitting here using the phone it's like reality just sleep away like I get  out of reality for  hours  where everything else fly by just like time fly by and it's like me when I get up from the computer and I go to bed it's like in the morning so much has happened it's like time just fly by I really love the fu it's different for sure it could be addictive sometimes I forget myself I'm lost in this world and it's like giving up on reality but actually I haven't given up on reality because I go to work you know I interact with people communicate with people, i do burn my food sometimes lol I'm getting better at not burning food now I guess I do a the things that make me happy now I understand alot i maybe talk shit but remember it a free world and we both can talk shit and after shake on it, it's real nice meet people places is the world i have never been they pics some times tell stories have to say phone, camera, computer was one of the greatest thing created by man from the elements taken from the earth amazing. thank for reading probably make no sense cause I was really night when i write this and mosquitoes was biting me. peace

No one can be saved until his born again if you want to be reborn torments of matter the first of these is ignorance the second is grief third is lack of self-control 4th is desire in Injustice 6th is greed seven is deceit a is nv90 is treachery 10th his anger 11th is rashness 12th is madness under these 12 are many more which forced the man who is bound to the prison of the body to suffer from the torments they inflict but by Adams mercy they may all depart and be replaced by understanding this is the nature of Rebirth this is the only road to reality is the way our ancestors tried to discover primal goodness in is Sacred and divine but hard highway for the soul to travel in a body for the souls first step is to struggle against itself stirring up a civil war it is a few of Unity against duality the one seeking to unite and the other seeking to divide he who is reborn communes with the allfather he who is light and life if you will only experience to supreme vision when you stop talking about it for this knowledge is deep silence and Tranquillity of the senses knows the beauty of primal goodness to see if nothing else he doesn't listen to anything you cannot lose his body at all he forgets all physical sensations and it's still while the beauty of goodness babe his mind in light and draws his soul out of his body making him one with eternal being a man cannot become a god whilst you believe to use a body to become divine he must be transformed by the beauty of primal goodness the room of rebirth is wisdom of the conception is silence seed is goodness I was born of this birth are not the same they are of the gods and children of atom the one god they contain all they are in all they're not made up of matter they are all mined rebirth is not a theory that you can strive to learn but when Adam Wills he will remind you a man Mail receipt to no atom by controlling his passions and letting destiny deal as she will with his body which is no more than play the belongs to nature and not to him you should not attempt to improve his life by magic or opposes fate using force but allow necessity to follow its course for the Man of vision all things are good even if they appear evil to others when men devise mischief against him he sees it in the light of his knowledge of atom and he and only he transformed evil into goodness.

Affraid to make commitments

One foot in, one foot out, whoahhh
I want to be loved
And I want to love someone
But I'm affraid of a broken heart, because

I know what love can do
It can cut you out like a knife
So don't you play with my love
I've told you a million times
I need one hundred percent of love
That is fortified
You promised me sincerity
And that you'll always be by my side
You also promised me to be faithful and true
Nubian woman I love you, yes

But i'm affraid to make commitments
Because i don't want to be left with a broken heart yes

Maybe i should take you home
And introduce you to my mother
And let her know how much we' been loving and caring each other
We planned to settle down and make a family together
You loving me, me loving you
That's the way it has to be
Like birds of a feather, we always stick together
Like sand to leather, our love will last forever

But i'm affraid to make commitments
Because i don't want to be left with a broken heart, whoahh

I just want to be loved
And i want to be loved by someone
But i'm affraid of being hurt
I know what love can do
It can cut you out like a knife
So don't you play with my love
I've warned you a million times
I need one hundred percent of love that is fortified
You promised me sincerity
And that you'll always be by my side

But i'm affraid to make commitments
Because i don't want to be left with a broken heart, again

I'm affraid of being hurt
I want to be loved
But i'm affraid of being hurt
I want to know if i can take you home to my mother
And let her know how much we' ve been loving and caring each other
We want to settle down and make a family together
You loving me, me loving you
That's the way it has to be
Yes, whoahh, well
You're a sweet, and a kind and a generous lady
Affective with her man...