Distant and withdrawn
my mind wanders through
dark and bitter hallways
Doubt races through my
veins, controlling, overtaking
any happiness that was.
Every passing moment
sends me reeling. I
want your thoughts.
I want you in my head.
I want your breath touching
my pallid , tormented skin.
I want the color that remains
to twist and meld into my
wretched, emptied body.
Walk away with a smile
leave me to the animal
you beat and left behind.
bloody with the smell of
your ravenous hatred
and lowered self worth.
You called me angel then
ripped the innocence from
my silken, honest wings.
You held me close to
suck the independence
from my now black soul.
I walk now with bitter
discontent, How do I
leave all of this behind?
How do I leave you to
My soiled and stained
memories. I need to know.
Give me the white letters
on big black screen that
will finally say " THE END"
